Awww bless you, thank you for replying, I was just venting away lol. I son`t like scan bran, so not an option for me, but I love Salmon, Tuna and most white fish, so I think I`ll go with that after Christmas and see if I can kick start it that way, I`m hoping to start swimming in the new year too, a bit of a different type of exercise may help.
To be honest, this coming weekend will be a write off/blow out anyway ... way too much gorgeous food to be going with out, so I`ll start again next week, you never know, that might help too, it has done for me in the past.