Just a bit down, Im on maternity leave at the moment, due to go back mid november, and in a way I am looking forward to going back but also not looking forward to leaving my girls if you know what I mean...
Been for a nursery trial with Rebecca (my 8 month old) this morning and I know she will love it, I stayed with her today and she was fine, but know she will cry if I try and leave her, but also know she will adjust quickly too. My other daughter Katie is 3 1/2 and will be fine, but have enjoyed doing school runs with her etc...
My husband has also got his own business which is quite new, and on the whole is going well, but his first customer now has turned nasty and despite Ross's terms and conditions and having a contract with them has now decided they are not paying as they are winding there business down which has left Ross in the s***. Its all going through solictors now but no telling when it will be resolved and how!! So thats been stressing me out.
My work has moved me wards which isnt so bad, but really loved working with my old workmates so now going back to the unknown.
Because of all the stress my psoriasis has flared up badly which gets me down...
and finally today worked out childcare bill and its mad - so even when I do go back it wont make a huge difference to our finances....which would be fine if Ross' business was stable but its all up in the air....
Im also not sleeping well, and when I do drop off am often woken by Rebecca who likes to get up at 6am! I know its not majorly early but when your so tired it feels like the middle of the night.....
anyway, sorry and Rant over....
Im sure things will be fine, they normally are, Ross is positive everything will work out with business, but im the pesimistic one
Sorry girls and guys!!