Good morning girls and guys.
Hope you are all well.
I went to bed early last night so to not see OH. He came in after 11 and came into the bedroom, I was still awake and asked me what I wanted him to do, re sleeping. I said that as I'd not had no warmth from him, and he'd not bothered to say anything to me over the last 3 days that we slept apart. He was calm and his voice was not so bitter towards me, and he just left things as they were. MAde me a cup pf tea this morn and said he'd see me tonight, again his voice was not bitter.
I'm hoping that this is some sort of thawing and things might settle a little more tonight. Am out with friend after WI for a meal, so won't be in all night anyway.
Talk about WI, lol.. I think I have put on 1lb!! I know I've been picking since things have been bad, and I do know also that I need to get back in control of my eating again. Its just a viscous circle and have even contemplated hypmotism, to change the way I view food. But it was so costly and with my risk of loosing my job still looming, any spare cash needs to be saved for just in case I have to leave the house. Having said all that, I know this week im feeling much stronger, so that on its own is good and have organised to go to gym Fri, Sat and Sunday as well. I think the plan will also kick back in as well next week as things start to settle more.
Have a good day everyone. xxx