Thanks for all the lovely messages. I'm over the moon that I've finally got my 6 stone award, it's crazy when I look at my stats and see that in 4lbs time I'm be HALFWAY through my journey to my initial target. When I started losing all this weight it seemed like mission impossible, I had so far to go that it put me off even getting started, but by a mile this is the best thing I've ever done! It's flew by too, I didn't seriously start until last August when I joined SW, so in 9 months I've lost 5 stone!! I don't get the biggest losses each week, my body seems happy with a steady 1.5-2.5lbs, but over time it's added up to an astonishing amount.
I took this pic earlier in the week and did a comparison with the old me. I know I've still got a LONG way to go until I'm happy with my body and a healthy BMI, but compared to where I was I feel like the hard unrewarding slog at the beginning of my journey is over. I can see the benefits now and notice changes each week. Although I'm more self conscious about the bits I don't like, I'm so chuffed that I'm actually getting a figure now. I can fit in high street clothes, I do couch to 5k and keep up, I can walk into a room and not feel like the fat bird. It's amazing. 6 stone has changed my life, infact more than that, it'd probably saved it. I was nearly 25 stone at 27 years old, the only thing in my future that was pretty much certain was diabetes, heart disease and an early death. Now I've got a new lease of life again and I'm loving it.
I'm actually getting a bit teary writing this, I can't believe that's me!! I can't believe I'm going to do this, I've always said I would someday but I never thought that day would actually come.
Anyway, enough emotional stuff!
Today is my treat day, I know I'm not a dog and don't need treats, but I was starting to feel a bit deprived so wanted to be able to loosen the reigns a little and have some of what I fancied. For breakfast after WI I went to the Toby carvery with Chris, they do an all you can eat breakfast and I've been looking forward to trying it for weeks. Oh man, it was gorgeous, but it's crazy how much my appetite has shrunk! I went in there with the mindset of eating what I like and having it as brunch, but after 3/4 of a plate I was full!! I waited another hour (as Chris demolished 2 huge plates) and then had a slice of toast with marmalade. So yeah in total I ate 1/2 sausage, 2 fried eggs, hash brown, mushrooms, tomatoes, baked beans and 2 slices of bacon with fat removed, then a slice of toast with butter (naughty naughty) and marmalade! I enjoyed every mouthful of it too and didn't come away after feeling like I'd been a complete pig either!
Tea is gonna be Chris's yummy meat balls and pasta, which I'd have on plan for an EE day anyway allowing 7 syns for the sauce. Then the only other thing I've got is my Easter egg, found a yummy reduced 'taste the difference' one in Sainsburys, it came with 8 chocolates in the bottom and a huge dark choc egg. I've decided just to eat the choccys and donate the egg to Chris. I've added up the cals roughly and worked out that today it'll be around 2200, still 100 under my maintenance calories - get in! I don't normally work to cals when following SW but for my treat day its nice to know I haven't completely blown it or anything. I always get so wary still about the fact I might go off the rails, really need to give myself more credit!
Week 36, Day 7 - Day off!
Brunch - Pub fry up - 1/2 sausage, 2 fried eggs, hash brown, mushrooms, tomatoes, baked beans and 2 slices of bacon with fat removed, then a slice of toast with butter and marmalade - 900 (probably overestimated!)
Snack - Easter choccys - 500
Tea - Meatballs with garlicy tomato sauce, spaghetti and cheese - 700
Supper - Grapes - 100
Total - 2200 cals (just under my maintenance cals of 2280 so happy with that!)
Having a day off studying today so I'm going to stick something on telly and before tea nip to the gym for my final C25K session for week one! Have a good one guys! xx