Cheese Thief
Gold Member
Thanks lovely ladies!
Ended up getting a bit upset last night. I just want to be back at my lowest weight so bad and I was really hoping secretly that all my Dublin gain would be off this week. Ah well, life is what it is I guess. I just hate working hard and still being higher than my lowest, but it's all my own doing so no-one to blame but me! All this regaining lost ground lark is pants! It was only a 6lb gain too, imagine if I'd *really* gone off the rails how I'd be feeling now?! Makes me realise that bar the odd evening off I need to be pretty much constantly 'on it' until the wedding.
Worked out that I need to lose on average 1.6lbs a week if I'm to make my target by the wedding, now that still seems pretty achievable Going to set myself a Christmas mini target too - we have 14 weeks left until Christmas so I'm going to aim to lose 2lb a week until then - that'd be 2 stone off by Xmas. Might seem quite a lot but I know if I get focussed I can do it, that'd put me at 15st 2lbs for xmas, I could live with that!
What with uni, placements, study and work I hopefully won't have much time to eat anyways! I know I joke about that but in a way its actually a serious concern - if I'm in uni 9-5, then working 6-10pm three nights a week I really don't know when I'll find the time for food! I'm quite pleased uni does jacket potatoes and a salad bar, think I'll be living of them for lunches.
As for the holidays, I really feel like a lucky girl this year having so much to look forward to. Norway is next in 6 weeks time - can't wait! Thankfully it's only for a weekend so it shouldn't scupper my slimming too much if I have one big night out and stay on plan (ish) the rest of the time.
Food today is pretty basic but yummy fayre and looks like this:
Friday 19th Sept - EE
Breakfast - Muller
Lunch - Ham salad with jacket potato and cheese (hexa) - 3 syns
Snack - Grapes, jelly - 0.5 syns
Tea - SW carbonara
Supper - Chewy D - hexb
Total - 3.5 syns
Ended up getting a bit upset last night. I just want to be back at my lowest weight so bad and I was really hoping secretly that all my Dublin gain would be off this week. Ah well, life is what it is I guess. I just hate working hard and still being higher than my lowest, but it's all my own doing so no-one to blame but me! All this regaining lost ground lark is pants! It was only a 6lb gain too, imagine if I'd *really* gone off the rails how I'd be feeling now?! Makes me realise that bar the odd evening off I need to be pretty much constantly 'on it' until the wedding.
Worked out that I need to lose on average 1.6lbs a week if I'm to make my target by the wedding, now that still seems pretty achievable Going to set myself a Christmas mini target too - we have 14 weeks left until Christmas so I'm going to aim to lose 2lb a week until then - that'd be 2 stone off by Xmas. Might seem quite a lot but I know if I get focussed I can do it, that'd put me at 15st 2lbs for xmas, I could live with that!
What with uni, placements, study and work I hopefully won't have much time to eat anyways! I know I joke about that but in a way its actually a serious concern - if I'm in uni 9-5, then working 6-10pm three nights a week I really don't know when I'll find the time for food! I'm quite pleased uni does jacket potatoes and a salad bar, think I'll be living of them for lunches.
As for the holidays, I really feel like a lucky girl this year having so much to look forward to. Norway is next in 6 weeks time - can't wait! Thankfully it's only for a weekend so it shouldn't scupper my slimming too much if I have one big night out and stay on plan (ish) the rest of the time.
Food today is pretty basic but yummy fayre and looks like this:
Friday 19th Sept - EE
Breakfast - Muller
Lunch - Ham salad with jacket potato and cheese (hexa) - 3 syns
Snack - Grapes, jelly - 0.5 syns
Tea - SW carbonara
Supper - Chewy D - hexb
Total - 3.5 syns