From here to inskinnity! My mission to lose 13.5 stone!

Well it's just after midnight and I feel absolutely *****! Sore throat, runny nose, aching limbs, headache, fuzzy taste in my mouth - ughh! Looks like my first winter bug is well and truly in town.

I couldn't sleep so got up and made myself an options hot choc. Seriously fancied comfort food but I've settled for a bowl of cereal instead. Ok it's not great, 5.5 syns, but in the past I'd be straight in the crisps, chocolate and sweets or ordering a pizza when I'm unwell, so for me it's a marked improvement. Plus atm I couldn't even think of eating crap, I just feel so bad I need something nice and bland. To be fair, it's 00:30 in the morning, I really shouldn't be eating anything, but I have a feeling I'll be spending the best part of tomorrow in bed anyway so it shouldn't matter...:rolleyes:

Went to see Rush tonight at the cinema - WOW! Cannot recommend it enough. I'm not into formula 1 at all, but it's just a great story! I can see why it's getting such good reviews and been tipped for an Oscar now.
 
Oh that's crap that you're ill. At least you made a better decision with your midnight snack though, good on ya :)

Hope you feel better today when you get up.
 
Well it's just after midnight and I feel absolutely *****! Sore throat, runny nose, aching limbs, headache, fuzzy taste in my mouth - ughh! Looks like my first winter bug is well and truly in town.

I couldn't sleep so got up and made myself an options hot choc. Seriously fancied comfort food but I've settled for a bowl of cereal instead. Ok it's not great, 5.5 syns, but in the past I'd be straight in the crisps, chocolate and sweets or ordering a pizza when I'm unwell, so for me it's a marked improvement. Plus atm I couldn't even think of eating crap, I just feel so bad I need something nice and bland. To be fair, it's 00:30 in the morning, I really shouldn't be eating anything, but I have a feeling I'll be spending the best part of tomorrow in bed anyway so it shouldn't matter...:rolleyes:

Went to see Rush tonight at the cinema - WOW! Cannot recommend it enough. I'm not into formula 1 at all, but it's just a great story! I can see why it's getting such good reviews and been tipped for an Oscar now.

Hugs honey bun.... :hug99:
 
Soph - Zumba is amazing, you really should give it a go. I dragged my friend the first time as I didn't know what I was letting myself in for, but now I'd happily go on my own. Everyone just gets on with their own thing and has fun, you can work as hard as you like and as long as you're moving the instructor won't stop to correct you or anything. If I can do it at 22 stone with zero co-ordination, anyone can!

Rock climbing sounds amazing, there's actually a huge bouldering/climbing place over the road from our house, it'd be so cool to be able to do that! When we drove past the other day I said to Chris "oooh in ten stone I'll be doing that", as he doesn't know my weight he was like "Bev don't put yourself down, as if you need to loses ten stone!" - I felt like telling him that's the absolute minimum I need to lose from NOW to have a healthy BMI, let alone from when I started, but instead I just laughed! I will 'come out' about my weight eventually, just not until I'm out of the 20's!

I definitely want to try Zumba! My friend said she'd join me for a class, just have been too busy to look into it further :rolleyes:

Haha I kept my weight a mystery from G for ages! I literally didnt tell him until I was really drunk in the summer and had just gotten into the 'overweight' BMI. It felt really good to share it though, felt like a huge secret was offy shoulders. He knew I had hit my 4st award and was still much bigger than him so was obvious I had a few more stone to go and that at the very least I'd have been 18 stone by general working all that out so I thought "might as well tell him" and was very excited after! He gets really chuffed l when I hit new awards and stuff, really nice to have that excitement shared seeing as I dont go to group.
I bet there will be a moment where you feel really excited and ready to share your weight with him :) for me I was so paranoid that I would fall off the wagon early as I had never dieted and assumed that everyone who tried kinda failed LOL, so when I realised I was in it for good and that I would keep improving, THEN I was ready to tell him my weight and finally explain to my family that I was food optimising!
 
Just wanted to ask- what are you using your hexB on? Didnt see.anyhing in the previous couple of posts...

When you are trying to keep low syn you could really use your hexB as a treat- there are yummy cereal options that you then wouldnt have to syn (chocolate/choc orange shreddies, wheatabix with a splodge of jam or golden syrup is really yum, etc) I basically never spend syns on cereal bars or cereal, rarely on chocolate even as I'll have a Special K Chewy Delight (milk chocolate) as HexB! If you are trying to be good to follow up the burger then there are ways of saving on those usual splurges. Have you tried the muller lights with chocolate sprinkles? They are really nice! Vanilla, coconut and mint with chocolate sprinkles are delicious and syn free (just not the cherry underlayer ones) and make a good cravings buster, hartleys sugar free jelly sahets when made into 4 portions (I think. I put them in individual plastic cups in the fridge) is 1/2 a syn per portion :)

Congrats on your 1.5st award, really exciting to look ahead with your graph! :)
For an idea of how my journey went speed wise- I lost 3st very easily then hit a blip for about 6 weeks where I would lose and gain 1 or 2lbs each week despite being 100% on plan, so equalled out to a 6 week STS which I eventually bannished with Red days. Then I lose 1st in a month doing entirely Red before my hol by being insanely focused (even while in Sweden for a month!) and then managed to somehow lose a pound while in Disney Florida for two weeks (must have been all the walking around parks!)
Dropped half a stone in two weeks when I got back and then has been pretty slow again since, need to re-up the Red days :rolleyes: but basically I lost 20% of my body weight, 4/7 stone to target before things slowed down.
5 stone in 10 months, so evens out to about half a stone a month for me. I don't think your weight loss will slow down for a bit yet :D
 
Hey guys, cold has progressed overnight to the point I don't even feel like getting out of bed. Just nipped downstairs to feed the kittens and grabbed my lap top. Been sick, body aches, head banging, hot and cold sweats, ughh!

Usually when I'm sick I eat utter rubbish so these next few days are going to be tough for me. Green day for me today. I've just thrown some pasta and sauce macaroni cheese in the microwave (1 syn + hexa for milk), grabbed a cereal bar for my hexb and a shape yoghurt (1 syn) before retiring back to bed. Sophie quite rightly pointed out I've been a bit rubbish lately with my hexb's so it gave me the kick up the bum I needed to get some down me! For some reason I could eat my HEXA all day long but I struggle with the hexb's as a lot of the time I don't enjoy them that much. I'm going to take a look at the list a bit later on the SW site and try and find some I might enjoy a bit more! I really don't like the alpen bars that much so although I've got them in the cupboard I try and avoid! Some fibre will do me good though so determined to stick to plan properly and eat all my hexb's in future! I'm having a soup for tea so asked chris to get some wholemeal bread to dip in... I can see myself practically living on soup this weekend!

I'll reply to peeps individually when I feel a bit better, think it's nap time for me. I'm just glad I've got another week before holiday to get rid of this cold!

My biggest challenge over the next few days is just going to be writing everything down. If i can keep under 15 syns a day I'll be happy... I just want ice cream though to make my throat feel better! Getting chris to bring some honey and lemon home with him... Sorry for all the moaning btw, i'm feeling sorry for myself today! Normal cheeryness will be resumed in a few days I hope!

Week 9, Day 4 - Green

midnight snack -
crunchy nut chocolate curls - 5.5 syns
lunch - mac cheese pasta n sauce - 1 syn - hexa
shape yoghurt - 1 syn
alpen bar - hexb
handful of tomatoes
tea - soup and bread - hexb + _ syns
grapes
 
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Bless ya, you sound like you've got the dreaded man flu :( Like you say though, better to have it before your holiday than when you're away (Like I did!! Haha)

For your HEB, you can have 2 HiFi light bars, or 2 Benefit 70 cal bars from Aldi that are quite tasty.

Speep your cold off, hope you feel better tomorrow.
 
could you use your HEb as cereal in the morning?
there are lots to choose from and it would use it up and save you syns too (if you're counting crunchy nut etc)
and remember the stuffed pitta bread as a cheese and onion pasty...perfect syn free comfort food on a green day using an A and a B choice ;)

i'm the opposite...could leave the A's and have B's all day lol.

and what about freezing some sugar free squash to make ice lollies to help with your throat?
hope you feel better soon x
 
Hi Ct,

been following ur diary from the start (I'm not a stalker, I promise, lol) You are doin incredibly well, you should be proud of yourself :)

I've just started, on day 2 and hope I cando as well as you have.

I've been researching into SW for a few months and yours is one of the diaries I regularly visit to c how the plan works etc.

Well done again xx
 
Hey gorg!
Hope you're feeling ok and resting lots...it's so hard not to want to just comfort yourself with food when you're feeling Blurgh....defo take a look at the hex b cereal list tho...I'm sure the all bran choccie crunch is on there if you like a choccie fix!
Xxx
 
Rae Rae - Hi hun, nah not a stalker at all! I read the lovely Sophie's diary for ages before I started too, really helps to see how others are finding it before you commit yourself to the plan. I love SW, if you stick to it you WILL lose weight and get the results you're after. Do you have a diary on here?

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Hi guys, hope you've all had a lovely weekend! Rather than reply individually I'm just gonna address everything in one super sized post! First though I want to say a huge thanks for your advice and support, I honestly do really appreciate it!

As you've probably guessed I've been feeling pretty awful, hence my absence - the first time I've been AWOL since the dreaded birthday week back in August where I ate lots and lots of cake!! Amazingly that week I still managed a 4lb loss, but I'm guessing that was down to beginners luck!

Anyway, I've had a rubbish few days that basically involved sleeping, vomiting, feeling crappy and eating. I didn't count my syns or eat anywhere near enough super free, so I'm sure the scales won't be kind this week. That said, it's not like I ate loads either. Saturday I managed a cheese and bean jacket potato and one of those skinny city kitchen ready meals with 400 calories. Today I had half a pizza (amazingly only 400 cals as I made Chris check the boxes!) and a cheesy tuna, pasta, mushroom, sweetcorn, onion and tomato thing that he also made for me - surprisingly delicious. Throw in a few Shape yoghurt's and a couple of cans of full fat pepsi (to keep my strength up I convinced myself! Pah, what an excuse!) and you basically have my diet over the last couple of days. Not good, but not terrible either. Largely thanks to Chris though for refusing my requests for a bag of Yorkshire mix and chocolate! But now I'm so glad he did! (thankfully I had him instructed beforehand not to give in to my delusional fluey cravings!)

Went out of the house today for the first time since Thursday, we were running low on loo roll and wanted one of those huge packs. The cold has now reached that awful phlegmy stage where I'm coughing up my lungs every 5 minutes and blowing my nose for the other 4! (Sorry for TMI!) Anyway, I was just going to drive and Chris go in the store. So I thought sod it and went in a big jumper, slippers and my PJ's. Anyway, we only went and broke down! It was absolutely mortifying, probably as much for the passers by and the RAC man as it is for me! Anyway, we managed to get the car home, but it needs to go to the garage tomorrow for something to do with the pre-heater not firing on all cylinders! I knew I wasn't quite firing on all cylinders but never expected my car to be the same, grr!

The car is feeling like a bit of a money pit at the moment, we spent £450 on it on my birthday to sort out the suspension and brakes, and now another thing is wrong with it! So we're asking the garage to quote for the work before hand, I don't want another huge bill, I'd prefer just to scrap it and get another car. Money is definitely getting me down at the minute. Think I need to face up to things and realise my kinda gap year before uni isn't going to be spent jetting off to lots of exciting places, just saving to buy a reliable car and working lots on my OU course, which actually seems really difficult after so long away from studying. Anyway I can't complain, I know I'm incredibly lucky to be able to work part time and have the opportunity to get into the career of my dreams. I just need to realise I can't have my cake and eat it. If I get the part time job I'm going for this week it'll be a huge step in the right direction. At least I've got another couple of days to get a bit less ill and prepare myself with some company research ...

Back to SW stuff...

I really need to go back to basics again with the plan, read my books and have something of a re-start. Not a re-start in the sense that I've gone off the rails and put all my weight back on, just that I've been slacking lately. I'm not going to beat myself up too much as I've been ill, but it started before that with the skipping the hexb's and not weighing the hexa's properly and relying too much on guestimating! It's easy to slip into bad habits and in week 9 of my journey I'm clearly not giving the 100% I was in the early days.

So I've been thinking about it and there are a few things I want to do:
1. Re-read all my SW books
2. Find a variety of HEXB's that I actually like, stock up on them and stick to them on a daily basis
3. Go for syn free options where possible - instead of my syn free mullers I've been going for 1 syn shape, I know it's only a little thing but I want to get back to going for a syn free option where I can.
4. Make sure I have 2/3rd's super free - I really need to up my super free intake, if I can't have it with meals on my plate I need to make sure I've always got some fruit in to turn to when I'm hungry rather than free or synful stuff.
5. Drink more water - While I've been poorly I've been drinking lots of water, I really want to try and keep this up and have it as my go to drink rather than fizzy diet drinks.

Oh and I've also made a pretty big decision - I'm going to keep a food diary on holiday! Before I've just thought sod it, it's my holiday and I'll eat what I like. But I'm not the same person as I was before I started this journey. I want to lose this weight more than ANYTHING else in my life right now, it's incredibly important to me and after the rubbish week I've had and the not so great week last week, I don't want to go completely off plan and have no accountability. I can have an amazing holiday without stuffing myself to the gills! So I'm going to write down my food at the end of the day and when I'm home I'll post everything here. It won't be a 100% on plan week, but it'll be probably 50% better than if I wasn't keeping a track of my diet.

Yup I'm sure I'll have a few too many cocktails, a dessert with my evening meal, and if I fancy it I'll even have an ice cream in the afternoon too! But I'm going to try to food optimise, get my 2/3rds super free and be accountable for what I eat. Much better than my 'sod it I'm on holiday' attitude! Plus I'm going to swim every day for at least 2 hours. After all I'll be sat by the pool or on the beach most of the day, it'll be easy to break it down into 4 x 30 minute swim sessions. Considering someone of my size burns around 1000 cals an hour when swimming, 2 hours or 2000 calories worth of exercise will definitely help me to enjoy a few cocktails in the evening without feeling too guilty!

I've still got 5 days until I go away, hopefully plenty of time to shift this cold. My week is pretty much looking like this:
Mon - sort car out, rest, OU work
Tue - SW group meeting, interview prep, start OU assignment
Wed - assessment day/ interview
Thur - OU assignment/packing
Fri - possible second interview / finish OU assignment
Sat - Hols!

So at least its fairly relaxed (except assignment and interview) and thankfully free from copy writing! I'm going to be back on track with my food diary again tomorrow, although I don't expect a perfect week, until I feel a bit better I'm not braving the shops. Anyway my official restart with getting everything bang on 100% won't be till after I get back from hols and we've done a big shop, but in the mean time I'll do the best I can. Certainly better than I have been doing.

Look at me getting all down on myself, sounds daft when I've lost 1.5 stone in just 8 weeks doesn't it? I've just got such a long way to go that I know any kind of slacking on the plan now could add months onto my journey. I've got 10 stone 3lbs left to lose at absolute minimum, so best case scenario I'll be getting to target for this time next year, more likely for next Christmas. It seems such a long way away, I don't want it to take any longer!

Finally - and if you've listened to me ramble all this way you deserve a medal! - it goes without saying that I'm dreading Tuesdays WI! I was so chuffed to get my 1.5st award last week, although a bit disappointed by losing a pound, this week I'd bite your hand off for a pound! Really not looking forward to seeing what the scale has in store. I've done pretty much nothing all week, except the gigs and laying in bed poorly. I really think a gain is on the cards. Tomorrow is a very light EE day with leftover tuna veggie pasta for lunch and an omelette for tea. Hopefully if I flush myself out with plenty of water it won't be too horrific come WI.

Right it's 1.40am and I cant stop coughing, time for an options hot choc and then to catch up on diaries before bed. Late night for me tonight as I've spent most of the day in bed anyway and plan to do the same tomorrow. Happy Monday everyone! xxxx
 
Sorry to hear things have been so rough hun!! *BIG HUG!*

Keeping a food diary on hol is a fantastic idea! I kept one a couple of work trips in dubai and it massively helped me stay on track as I'd go "oh, it wasnt too bad a day after all- better not throw the towel in and eat cake like planned!"

I will tell you what though, if you can avoid bread/pizza like he plague it'll be a big help. It is so easy to go for burgers and sandwiches but if you deny yourself the bread you will have a much better result. Look for the meaty options! In Florida I was paranoid as hell about gaining as I had JUST hit my 4st/overweight bmi mini target and never wanted to go back. I holidayed by these rules

Sophie's guide to minimizing gains and still enjoying food on holiday:
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1) strive to have a syn free breakfast!

I went for fruit and yoghurt and scrambled eggs with veg on the side. (there was a station who made them especially and I asked for the spray rather than oil, and they threw whatever veg I asked for in) - SO easy to be tempted to eat pastries and suddenly have a 1000 cal breakfast! If you make that your one SW friendly meal of the day, it wont affect your hol but it will help the scales!

2) diet fizzy drinks only (easy way of cutting out empty calories- definitely have a couple of cocktails to treat yourself but dont have full sugar pepsi just 'cause)

3) NO bread. Buns off, no sarnies/pizza- lifesaver!!! Make this your most important rule!

4) whatever I ordered I asked for superfree/salad instead of chips or onion rings and for low oil/butter/cream options. Look at what you want on he menu and find a way to improve it. Often restaurants go oil heavy when they dont need to. The creamy pasta options can usually do a half crean version that is still delicious for a coupla' hundred cal less.

5) have low syn hotel snacks at the ready! I packed and brought instant porridge (the plain ones from any store, mixed in some small splenda sachets), alpen light bars for when I needed somethig sweet in the room and mugshots for when hungry. Often after a big late lunch you dont need a big dinner, just something light. This saves €£¥ as well as unnecessary calories.
Often if you are hungry in the room you just want something quick- room service takes ages and all they tend to have is burgers and sarnies. Ask for a kettle if they dont give you one and enjoy a mugshot or porridge.

6) find somewhere to get bananas and apples for the room and your handbag (smuggle some from breakfast buffet or find a shop) this is SO handy and really helps get superfree in instead of chips by the pool.

7) ask for your veg unbuttered and your salad with dressing on the side. Ceaser salads can pack a whopping 1000 cal+ with the dressing and oil fried croutons. When you order veg they may well pack it full of butter and make it worth 10 syns.
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I followed these rules on hol, still ate yummy food (mainly meaty dishes) had the odd ice cream (whippies are less syns than most cornettos/magnums) and I actually LOST 1lb over two weeks in florida!!
These 'rules' dont get in the way of your holiday but they help cut out 60% of the bad stuff in every day meals out.

If you listen to just one thing and make it your mantra, just do yourself a huge favour and dont eat bread (inc pizza, pastries, wraps, baguettes and buns) as this is by far the easiest way to put on weight! Be a breaditarian! :D

Dont worry about WI this week, you will be retaining several pounds of water to fix that bug so it is pretty inevitable! Tut tut for the full fat drinks! My grandma always used to give me a coke when I was ill as she said the amount of crap, sugar and chemicals in it would help kill the bug LOL

Hope you feel much better soon though hun, hopeully the holiday can be a lovely post illness reward! :)
 
Love your little guide! It's amazing you managed to lose in Florida too - what a star!

We're going All Inclusive so its a buffet for all our meals (except the a'La Carte place we can go to a couple of nights) so should make it a bit easier to pick the healthy stuff and leave out the crap. Completely agree about breakfast, if I can manage eggs and lots of fruit and yoghurt not only will it fill me up for the morning, but psychologically I'll feel like I've been 'good' and not want to blow it later in the day! The hard part for me will be the booze. I hardly drink throughout the year, but on holiday when I can try all the yummy cocktails for for free I'm going to want to enjoy myself! I'm just hoping my biggest loser style exercise regime will burn the extra calories off. I've had a look and the hotel has daily aqua aerobics classes, so gonna get involved with those, as well as lots of swimming! Having said that I've not exactly had the best weight loss results with exercise, but 2 hours plus a day HAS to have some kind of result or I'm throwing my dummy out! If those biggest loser people can exercise like hell and get 7lbs plus a week, why can't I?! ;)

The one thing I don't want to do on holiday is feel like I'm missing out, so if I really want something I'm going to have it - within reason of course! Aiming to stay away from the bread though like you said, it's just empty bloaty calories that I don't need, especially when I'm in a swimming costume!

Decided to switch to a weigh in later in the week and give tomorrow a miss. A few reasons really:

1. My car is in the garage and I'm still feeling ill so don't fancy walking it.
2. As Soph mentioned I'll be massively retaining water with this cold, so it won't be a 'true' reflection of how I've done.
3. Its not like I can weigh in next week, I'll still be going 12 days before my next weigh in so it just breaks it up a bit more.
4. I really don't want to see a gain, so if I'm super good these next couple of days I'm hoping I can at least pull a maintain out of the bag.

Of course if I go to a different group I risk the scales being slightly different, but it's a chance I'm willing to take. By Thursday hopefully the worst of this cold will be over and I'll have managed an extra couple of days on plan. I've found a group fairly close that weighs in at either 9.30am or 11.30am, so planning to go to one of those sessions, knowing me and how much I'm sleeping lately the 11.30 one is a safe bet!

Despite feeling crappy STILL (grrr, when will this cold end?!) I'm back on plan, although sleeping 'till noon threw a bit of a spanner in the works with breakfast! :rolleyes:

Week 9, Day 7 - Green

Lunch - cheesy (hexa) tuna (3 syns) pasta with tomatoes, onion, mushroom and sweetcorn
Grapes
Special K biscuit moment - 5 syns
Tea - cheese (hexa) and spring onion 3-egg omelette
handful of tomatoes
4 soothers - 3 syns

Total - 11 syns



Not sure what tea has in store, at the minute a soup sounds pretty much like heaven, but I'll see if Chris is up to doing any cooking. All this foruming has tired me out now so back to bed for a couple of hours. Have the rest of today and tomorrow to get plenty of rest before my interview so I'm determined to make the most of it.
 
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Afternoon,
I haven't got a diary, too busy bein nosy at everyone else's, lol. Day 4 for me today so very much a newbie.

Hope yoy feel much better soon then yoy can enjoy your hols :) xx
 
I've just discovered you have to syn soothers! Thankfully I've only had 3 or 4 today, but at 1.5 syns for 2 I'm glad I've been taking it steady with them! Could have quite easily eaten the whole packet the other day. I dread to think how many syns are in my cold and flu syrupy medicine, surely SW don't expect you to syn that too?! :eek:

Had a nice surprise this afternoon as won a competition for a £50 La Tasca voucher. We're going on Friday night before our hols. The only thing is you need to use the whole £50 in one go or you lose it! Mind you, with the prices of tapas I can't imagine it'll stretch that far. Already decided it's going to be a flexi-syn meal. I haven't the patience to syn every single tapas dish though, I'll just try and make healthy choices where I can (diet drinks, lots of super free etc) and enjoy myself. Really looking forward to it now as it'll be a nice treat, a good incentive to keep me on plan 'till Friday night too!

Decided to swap to a green day today as need to use some eggs up for tea and really want another cheesy spring onion omelette. Had a shower this afternoon and starting to feel slightly more human which is good!

Good news on the car front, it's only going to cost £150, not ideal the week before holiday but at least it'll be running again and I'll have it back for tomorrow afternoon too so I'm fine for my interview on Wed!
 
Good luck with your new group! I've heard the scales between different groups can vary as mich as half a stone though... Did you ever weigh yourself at home to compare those to group?

Get yorself some yummy HexB in! Do you not like cereal/cereal bars? Cooking things in 1tbspn extra virgin olive oil for hexB is really yum too- makes veg go really nice!
 
Well we've got some scales that are out by about 3 stone, so they really just need chucking in the bin! I might be best just going to Boots or something after to compare the numbers so I have a bit of a base line to compare to. TBH I wish I could just put another holiday week in, as like you say getting weighed on different ones won't be accurate either if they can vary that much! Arghh! :rolleyes: Having said that over the next month or so as I have my training I'll need to find a new group anyway...Ugh! It's times like these that buying a pair of scales and just getting weighed myself at home seems like a good option. I've tried that before though and failed every time so don't want to go back to it. I'll just have to be prepared for a few up and down weeks with all the scale switching!

On the plus side I'm starting to feel a bit better at last! Still not great by any means, but I haven't been sick today so far at least and I've stuck to plan for the first time since Thursday!

Re-hexb I'm going to get some of those chewy delight bars, I quite like those! Nothing in tonight though, except crunchy nut chocolate curls - if they ever became a hexb choice it'd feel like Christmas!:D
 
Morning Misses, pleased that you're feeling better and it's great you've got a plan in place for your holidays. Just remember to enjoy yourself :)

Also - Just imagine if you had put another holiday in for this weeks WI, not saying that it would've happened, but your brain might've gone to darkside and thought 'Oh this week doesn't really count, I won't stick to plan 'cos I don't have a WI night' then you would've been devastated with the effects.

Just keep going as you are, are you feeling any better today? I'm quite gutted that I don't get to see your results tonight lol.
 
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