Bev - I'd love to go to Barcelona too. I've actually not been to mainland Spain yet so it'd be nice to see it. My Mum and Dad went to Barcelona a few years back and absolutely loved it, so I'll have to check out the prices. Having said that it looks like Bruge is going to be the winner as I spoke to my friend who went in Feb last year and all month the ferry company were doing BOGOF tickets, making it £75 in total for 2 people! Of course there's the hotel in Bruge for the night too, but at this rate I could afford to stay somewhere really special, I just hope they do that offer again next year! They don't have any prices up for the new year yet so I'll have to bide my time for a few months. Its funny how I'm so rubbish at planning meals yet so good at planning holidays!
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Well I can't believe I'm actually typing this, but I've just got back from the pool and I feel like Rocky!!
I've only gone and swam 80 lengths in 1hr 25 minutes! :wow:
It's incredible I even went at all as I've had such a rubbish morning that I just wanted to go back to bed. I'll explain! Remember the care home from hell that I worked at for a couple of weeks? Well today was meant to be pay day, except they haven't paid me ANYTHING, I only found out when I checked my account this morning! I'm hoping its just some kind of administrative slip up so I sent them a polite email asking when I'll be paid, but in my heart of hearts I really don't think I'll be seeing any of the money. The place is so badly managed and run though that it could be a genuine mistake, but either way I'll be getting in touch with the CAB if I don't get any joy, there's no way I'm working for nothing, even if it is just a couple of weeks! I was in a right state when I found out as honestly was relying on the money for my share of the bills. I'll be fine as thankfully Chris has a good job (and a kind heart, bless him) and I've got a fair bit of writing work in the pipeline, but it made me feel so stressed out and absolutely furious! I hate to have to put a burden on him financially, we do practically share money but I don't want him to think I'm taking the piss, he should be able to enjoy his spare cash not dole me out because I've not been paid! Grr! Anyway, I took all that anger and frustration with me to the pool and did something positive with it, and now I feel loads better! I'm still mad but I'll just work extra hard next week to bring in some money. Its not that bad as I've got my permanent part time job lined up for October to do alongside my writing. Plus I'm due about a grand back in overpaid tax, whenever the tax people pull their finger out that is! Anyway I know I'm stressing about money for no reason, it's not like I can't eat or pay the bills, but I expect to be paid for the work I do, and all the time I was working at the home I could have been earning at least double that if I was doing my writing!
Anyway, moving on now, as just thinking about it gets my goat! I can't believe in just over 3 weeks I've gone from doing bugger all and weighing nearly 24 stone to swimming 80 lengths and weighing 23! I know I've got a hell of a long way to go, but if you can do that much in just 3 weeks I can't wait to see where I'll be when I'm starting uni next September!
The best thing about it though is the endorphins really are making me feel great, so relaxed and happy! I honestly feel like I've been for a massage or something, not swam over a mile in the pool! It's made me realise the Great North Swim challenge on lake Windermere is definitely an achievable target for me too. Hell, if I can swim 80 lengths now I can only imagine how good I'll be in 9 months time! While I was writing this I was thinking, "OMG what if all the hotels get booked up" as there's going to be so many people attending, over 5000 apparently last year! So with that in mind I've had a look on Booking.com and reserved one, it's completely free to cancel up to a day before so no cost involved yet if I change my mind, but got a 4 night stay with breakfast for £250, so a pretty good bargain for a weekend in June! As you don't have to pay until you go I don't have to worry about finding the money either, so I thought what the hell... now I've just got to get the balls to sign up for the race! It costs £40 to enter which you have to pay upfront, so I want to be certain about it before I commit.. but I really think I'm going to do it!
I've been reading an old thread on the Mini mins SW forum about 'fishy week', it's well worth a read if you've got a spare minute. Basically a lot of SWers have found that having some kind of fish for lunch and tea each day for the week really boosted their weight loss. Seriously, take a look, in some cases people near the end of their journey were losing 8/9 lbs!! I don't think I could manage a full fishy week, I think I'd feel too restricted, but I am going to try and eat it more. Had salmon for tea last night and tuna and prawns in my salad today. So for the next few days 'till weigh in I'm going to try and include as much fish as possible and see if it has any extra impact!
I can't believe it's nearly 4pm already, especially considering I've done zero work all day and we're off to the cinema tonight! In case you're interested it's to see The Way Way Back, the new Steve Carell comedy. Anyway, I guess I'd better get my skates on and get doing some writing! I'll stick my food diary on here and edit it tonight with anything extra I eat. Hope you're all having a great day, thanks so much for all the comments and support, I really appreciate it!
Week 4, Day 3 - EE
Breakfast - Hi-Fi Bar - HEXB (last one, *sob* they were so yummy! I'm going to have to buy some more next week!)
Lunch - Morrisons salad bar - Beetroot, cucumber, sweetcorn, grated carrot, lentils, chick peas, tuna pasta (3 syns for mayo), prawns, tomato
Dinner - Lean steak with onion, mushrooms and SW chips
Supper - Fresh pineapple