Backtracking a bit here!
Feels amazing to see clothes get baggy- until you realise they make you look sh*t LOL! Nothing worse than feeling successful for your weight loss but then ill fitting clothes making you look less sexy than your new bod, eh!?
Fast days are HARD! Well done for attempting! Sounded quite traumatic though- sorry to hear that (and know how you feel!)
120cal for two mini babybels could have been used way better IMO... Half a tin of baked beans or a sachet of Oats So Simple with kara milk would have filled you up way more for the same amount of calories! I'm not one to talk though as you can see on my fast days I always end up having chocolate tea cakes and then regretting it LOL! Also grapes are so liquidy that they aren't filling for very long, the calories are all for sugar which wouldn't satiate long. I'm still looking for the formula to a good fast day where you don't feel hungry; if I avoid the wasted chocolate calories next time and have beans on toast (200 cal), porridge sachet with kara milk (120) then maybe a salmon steak with spinach (270cal) then I don't think the hunger would be an issue- just the cravings!
The idea of 5:2 is you can see light at the end of the tunnel as you know the next day you can have all the pizza/cake you want! But teaming it with SW doesn't give us that support blanket so I think makes the 'deprivation' feel worse... I do find that constant green tea drinking makes the hunger go away! Also feels great to flush out with lots of fluids during a food detox, but can't imagine not having constant kettle access and managing a fast now lol
I admire your attempt but agree that you don't need it right now al all! You're doing so well and you will continue to for probably another year or so! You are around my start weight now (well, half a stone below nearly!) so this time next year you will probably be not far off my weight- I started properly in Jan (only lost 2lbs over that first xmas) so yeah, that's a cool thing to look at! In the 13's by next year
Don't worry about things slowing for like 10 months yet!
As for the pancakes thing- I am sooo with you on the rant for mashed fruit being synned. I can see both sides of it though!
On one hand- juicing fruit is an awful way of using 'free' fruit, so yeah, that should be banned. Smoothies really aren't filling either- yeah, a little bit, but not compared to eating the whole punnet of strawberries, blueberries and banana on their own, which would take about 20x longer to consume than the smoothie and thus help the 'food optimising thing'. Also sauces- if you mashed up strawberries to make a sauce that would be silly waste of calories too... But things like fried banana, cooked apple, etc- is so silly to syn!
I CAN see how people could abuse it, so I think there should just be a daily allowance for it really. It's encouraging people to have high cal desserts (because fruit is high cal!) without accounting for them... But I had a dilemma when I made a potato pancake once- I wanted to slice and fry the banana I was otherwise going to have sliced and raw on top... I was thinking "It's REALLY stupid to be limiting myself here when it would be SO much nicer fried, with no extra calories, but SW wants me to syn this." again- I can see how if this were allowed we'd be frying up a batch of 3 bananas caramelized in honey and sweetner any time we wanted a low syn dessert, and that would be 350 cal or something! OR we'd be saying "I would have had these three bananas raw otherwise..." to compensate
but yeah... I think there should be a HexC for x amount of cooked fruit, within certain boundaries for food optimising (i.e. something you still chew or something)
250 cal for those pancakes at 5 SYNS vs a f*cking mugshot for 250cal and 'FREE' urgh!! I do really question SW's ethics sometimes, I really do! They're happy for us to pump ourselves full of additives, preservatives, flavourings, aspartame, carbs, etc for 'free' but not mash some f*cking fruit! *sharpens pitch fork* LOL I need to calm down
rant over! I'm off to make f*cking banana pancakes and I aint synning sh*t!!!