That's so true - I'm saving so much money on food! And I do love getting my hair done. On one of Ricky Gervais's stand up tours he does a piece on the way fat women always have beautiful hair, make-up and nails to compensate. I always found it pretty offensive, I know that's his humour, but seeing as he has had weight issues I thought he would understand... Anyway, despite it being horrible, I think for me it was true (probably why it upset me!) as I've always done my make-up perfectly, always styled my hair nicely etc. I can't wait to want to put the same effort into my body, through exercise and healthy eating. And I can't wait to actually want to buy nice clothes. I've never had that, it's a nice thought.
I think you are right about power-walking, it's definitely the way forward for me. And I have so much admiration for you going swimming - you're my hero! Because you are so right - no one looks, no one cares and I shouldn't let my own insecurities stop me! I'll work on it.