Hi Alison, it sounds like you've done so well to get through such a tough time in your life. Onwards and 'downwards' (weight loss speak, of course!) from now on
Can I give you my very new experience of SW?
I went to one meeting in 2011 to motivate me to shift a couple of stones before my wedding. I was positive about SW's principles, but unmotivated by the consultant so never returned, but managed to lose almost a stone at home over a long period of time. I put it back on after the wedding....
The consultant was sacked from her position a month later, due to complaints from existing members.
Anyway, I still never returned as I live 5 miles from the nearest town in a country village with a rotten bus service (never had a desire to drive til we moved here!) and putting my toddler to bed when hubby gets home leaves no time for popping out to meetings so 2 weeks ago I joined SW Online and it is AMAZING.
I was disappointed not to find a local group with a morning class and saw the Online option as a last resort as I believed group member support was massively important, however the Online facilities more than make up for the lack of bodies in the room!!
I love to cook, but lack imagination and the boredom of making the same meals was tempting me to slip into the pattern of eating what I fancied at hand.
online SW has a drop down list of meal options specific to your red/green/ee day so you don't even have to think about it.
there are also HUNDREDS of recipes.
until yesterday I never looked at the body magic options, but when I ventured there I found challenges like a walk round central park in new York or the inca trail where you just choose your excercise of choice and then do that amount of miles over a period of time you choose.
I now think online SW has so much more to offer than a group, after all, you spend more time in your own company than you do with the support of fellow slimming world members so you need to rely on yourself for your motivation the majority of the time
Good luck x