Gonnabesmall is gonnabesmaller x ;o)

[Kia-Ora]

Ul get back on track toots, no doubt x

 

[gonnabesmall]

well,was on track but just been to see mortgage advisor in town and ended up buying a cheese and onion pasty ,then a lemon cup cake,im now home and im eating a packet of razzles.help,i cant stop

 

[Pommette]

Sorry about the gain Leanne. Could it also be a bit of a backlash as you've had 2 really good weeks previously?

 

[gonnabesmall]

yeah,i know on track again now,need to lose this week.tis amazing,im still the smallest ive been but i can feel that 4lb.weird

 

[Kia-Ora]

Good luck this week

 

[gonnabesmall]

thanks lovely,am having a chinese morrow night though

 

[gonnabesmall]

omg,whats happened to minimins? i cant find any of my stuff,help

 

[Ali*]

omg,whats happened to minimins? i cant find any of my stuff,help

Lol - won't take you long hun - you will find your subscribed threads under Settings - top right next to log out

 

[gonnabesmall]

thanks ali,was panicking,lol

 

[funcurls]

Took me a while to suss out where everything was! It's like when they move things around in Tescos! It doesn't take much to confuse me mind you! Hope all well in Leanne-Land! XxX

 

[gonnabesmall]

yeah,i know exactley what you mean
leanne-land is a pretty good pace to be at the moment,lol

my life is a changin.........watch this space

 

[Ali*]

yeah,i know exactley what you mean
leanne-land is a pretty good pace to be at the moment,lol

my life is a changin.........watch this space

Uh oh ... tell us more!!

 

[Kia-Ora]

yeah,i know exactley what you mean
leanne-land is a pretty good pace to be at the moment,lol

my life is a changin.........watch this space

Ohhhhhh?????

 

[gonnabesmall]

well,unfortunatley me and oh are splitting up after 15 years ,think weve just fallen out of love
were both ok though for the kids sake.its taken a while to come to this huge decisision and in a strange way we seem to be gettin on better cos things are being sorted out.
maybe it will hit me more when ive moved out,who knows.i know that as long as i got my 4 beautiful children it will be ok.in a way im feeling positive about this,like a whole new chapter in our lives and hopefully wel both be happier.

 

[Ali*]

I'm very sorry to hear that Leanne. I hope the kids are OK with the situation. I don't know what to say! (Makes a change I know)

Hugs from me xx

 

[gonnabesmall]

thanks ali and beleive me my kids come 1st.i feel i cant stay with him just for the kids but we will always be here for them.but at the moment its making us both miserable,like i say,a new chapter in life for the both of us and im only moving down the road.

fresh start

 

[Kia-Ora]

Gosh Leanne such a big move but sounds well thought out & like ur both being responsible about it. I did sense something was up a while ago I gotta say. So ru sorted yet about where ur moving too? Have u told the kids? Good luck hun, thinking of ya x

 

[gonnabesmall]

yeah.everything fine.even my mum said that to come into my house you would never guess that anything was wrong.but then we NEVER argue in front the kids and dont want a bad atmosphere for them either.my best mate has a house down the road and shes kindly let me rent it off her as shes moving.even now i dont know if im doin the right thing but then im miserable here so guess il never know till it happens.
ive got my friends and i cant say my family are to impressed but then again,when have my family ever had anything good to say about me recently. my sister is being the most supportive though.

 

[funcurls]

Hey hun, well it must be tough and a big upheaval but it sounds like you know it's time to move on and it certainly sounds like you are feeling like a huge weight is being lifted! As you say your children come first but your happiness is also extremely important! And I'm sure youve already come to an amicable arrangement with regards to the children and time spent with each of you! Look forward to hearing how you get on and all the positive changes that take place for you! Hugs and hope you're ok! Youre a strong lady! XxX

 

[gonnabesmall]

thanks heather.im not saying this is gonna be easy.every day i look at my kids and wonder if im doin the right thing by them but then i think its makin me miserable here which is not good either. im sure i wont be the 1st and certainley wont be the last