ok friends been a ok day today , been getting angry alot lately dont know why but im just shouting and getting mad for no reason hoping the holiday will calm me down ,going doctors when i get back to see what hes says , im used to being the way i am but not getting mad all the time , i hate it and i dont know why im doing it so thats making me mad , anyway everything about packed and just a few jobs to do tomorrow then of sat morning . sorry a bit of a downer post tonight , just needed to get it of my chest