Well these past few days have been fun but definitely too over-indulgent! I have fallen off the wagon big time, far too much food/drink. I know that's what Christmas and New Years Eve are for but i'm definitely ready to get back on track.
My dream weight is 10 stone 7 pounds, I don't know why but for me it just sounds perfect. It means my BMI would be in the middle of the healthy zone and i've always wanted to be 10 stone something, I can't explain why but to me 10 stone just sounds great! So that is my new target. I keep thinking I should have stuck at lighter life for a bit longer last time, but I did get to my goal weight at the time, it's only recently that i've realised I still want to lose a bit more. Think it's easier to look back with hindsight isn't it? Plus it got to the stage where I just needed to eat, and RTM was the right thing for me at the time but now i've had a very good break and am ready to lose the final 2 stone!
I am doing Exante this time, so technically I shouldn't be writing this in here but hopefully nobody minds. The diets are so similair, I just couldn't justify the price of LL and also i'm at home for a bit so wouldn't be able to see my counsellor in Manchester, and I didn't like the idea of joining a new group.
So i'm all ready to start tomorrow! My bumper pack arrived last week so am looking forward to trying the new flavours and seeing how they compare to LL ones. Not sure i'll cope having 3 packs not 4 but am sure once i'm in ketosis it'll all be fine. Since i'm at home I have the family dog Charlie to walk so will be getting daily exercise! Am strangely excited to go back on the packs as I love not having to worry about food, but part of me is sad that I let myself put a bit of weight back on, I was doing so well maintaining but I started to enjoy myself a bit too much! And I think once I decided to do exante I kept telling myself 'oh it's fine, i'll eat this as i'll be back on the packs on monday' which isn't the best attitude to have but at least I am doing something about this now before it gets really out of control! I reached my half a stone gain limit and knew I had to do something.
Hopefully it won't take me too long to lose the weight, that's why I love lighter life and exante as the results are just so fast. I keep seeing adverts for the new weight watchers pro points system which sounds great, but I just know for me having to constantly work out and count points wouldn't last very long. LL and EX are so simple and 'easy' to follow...not sure if easy is the right word to use as it is a challenge resisting food, but I've done it before so hopefully I can do it again
So fingers crossed it all goes well! Thank you all for being so supportive and Happy New Year!
xxxx