Harry take a deep breath, dry up the tears and use your thinking cap. You know that 5lb is NOT fat. It is water gain. Get back on track and it will come right back off. You are going through a lot just now, no wonder you are feeling stressed. Think back to your past successes. There must have been times when you fell off the wagon and had a biggish gain. You will have gone back on track and lost most/all of it in a day or two. You can do it again this time - but you must get back on track before the weight settles in as fat gain. You know this is true, but the pain and stress of life are stopping you thinking straight. You CAN do this girl! Take care x