Here i am! *waves* - Brewin'a'Baby & Staying Slim! 2011 xx
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Kikikisses
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Ahh sounds like you've been having ups and downs a plenty Fern. Good luck with TTC, am sure with time you'll get a lovely treat 
chiefbridesmaid
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Re: Here i am! *waves* - A RollerCoaster Ride With Me x
Fern I love your diary and have stolen so many recipes from it!! Lol keep on track sounds like you back into it, and I'm sire you can pull it back for Christmas.. TTc.. Congrats I hope it might be a nice Xmas present for you both x
Fern I love your diary and have stolen so many recipes from it!! Lol keep on track sounds like you back into it, and I'm sire you can pull it back for Christmas.. TTc.. Congrats I hope it might be a nice Xmas present for you both x
You have to be back at target within 6 weeks of having a baby!!? Way to promote healthy eating and healthy weight loss Slimming World....I was so shocked when I read your post! That's not what you want to be thinking of after giving birth, and dieting is not gonna help your milk production, all sounds crazy to me. Good luck with TTC though. I'm sure targets won't be at the front of your mind when the time comes.
Littleslimmingbee
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1 fat free activa yog, 2 alpens HEB
apples x 2
minestrone and chicken soup, free.. pinapple and another apple
few choc coins? and nicked a few chips from mums plate when popped round earlier.. tut!
sw wedges, cheese HEA and beans.. YUMMY!!!
apples x 2
minestrone and chicken soup, free.. pinapple and another apple
few choc coins? and nicked a few chips from mums plate when popped round earlier.. tut!
sw wedges, cheese HEA and beans.. YUMMY!!!
Littleslimmingbee
Gold Member
thanks for all your support ladies. I felt it was only fair to be honest with all my 'readers' .. sw is for life, and no matter how my life changes.. sw will be party of it - weight gain.. weight loss.. etc.
im not saying/thinking much more of it now. Il update with regards to that as, when.. if it happens.
OOOO CHRISTMAS TREE IS UP AND DECORATED! im a happy bunny. Freezing my arse off though- -6.5 it were this morn, flipping rediculous. Praying for a snow day tomo, car in fro re-MOT etc and i REALLY dont wanna get a bus! :cry:
im not saying/thinking much more of it now. Il update with regards to that as, when.. if it happens.
OOOO CHRISTMAS TREE IS UP AND DECORATED! im a happy bunny. Freezing my arse off though- -6.5 it were this morn, flipping rediculous. Praying for a snow day tomo, car in fro re-MOT etc and i REALLY dont wanna get a bus!
:cry:
Kikikisses
Silver Member
Surprised if any buses are running, Norfolk seems to have stopped for the weather!
Stay home and have some nommy sw chips or something!
Stay home and have some nommy sw chips or something!
Littleslimmingbee
Gold Member
4lbs on for me. 3 WI's till xmas.
Im out. thats me.. im done. Im over it. Iv had enough. Im too tired to fight anymore. Life is too important.
I dont give two shits about a 5 stone sticker anymore. I dont care whether my weight begins with a 9 or a 10. I dont care if im trousers have a 10 or a 12 label in it.
I DONT CARE I DONT CARE I DONT CARE.
Im out. thats me.. im done. Im over it. Iv had enough. Im too tired to fight anymore. Life is too important.
I dont give two shits about a 5 stone sticker anymore. I dont care whether my weight begins with a 9 or a 10. I dont care if im trousers have a 10 or a 12 label in it.
I DONT CARE I DONT CARE I DONT CARE.
chiefbridesmaid
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Re: Here i am! *waves* - A RollerCoaster Ride With Me x
Ah Fern I'm so sorry, this is a minor setback maybe chill out for a few days and re-think the situation, after all if your happy at your current weight then maybe it's time to call goal? Keep your chin up Hun x
Ah Fern I'm so sorry, this is a minor setback maybe chill out for a few days and re-think the situation, after all if your happy at your current weight then maybe it's time to call goal? Keep your chin up Hun x
Littleslimmingbee
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girls, i reall am done. I cant face spending the rest of my life feeling like i cant stay on track for more than 3 weeks. I maintained happily at 140lb/10st for over a year.. i managed one week at 9st 8.5/134.. and iv struggled to get back since. Im done. I really am done, its stress i dont want nor need.
Im gutted, and mostly embarressed.. really embarressed.
but i have to face it. If iv got any chance of keeping thsi 4 1/2 stone off for life, then i gotta stop making issues for myself that i didnt have before else i fear il loose all control.
granted i might give it one last shot before holiday in may, if the worst should happen and i don't get my christmas wish, which knowing my luck..
Im gutted, and mostly embarressed.. really embarressed.
but i have to face it. If iv got any chance of keeping thsi 4 1/2 stone off for life, then i gotta stop making issues for myself that i didnt have before else i fear il loose all control.
granted i might give it one last shot before holiday in may, if the worst should happen and i don't get my christmas wish, which knowing my luck..
Littleslimmingbee
Gold Member
I wont be leaving minimins no, you guys have been part of my life for such a long time now.. and i really do get enjoyment out of seeing you all reach your goals also.
I think i'l be taking a break for a few days though. I need some space.
x
I think i'l be taking a break for a few days though. I need some space.
x
Littleslimmingbee
Gold Member
:cry:
Thanks honey. Il be back. Keep going, your doing so well. Am proud of you sweetheart xx
Thanks honey. Il be back. Keep going, your doing so well. Am proud of you sweetheart xx
chiefbridesmaid
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Re: Here i am! *waves* - A RollerCoaster Ride With Me x
Big hugs Fern, I understand what your saying, just want to let you know that reading your diary gave me the boost to join slimming world in the first place and I think you've done amazing!! I now wish for you that you get your christmas wish because you really deserve it x
Big hugs Fern, I understand what your saying, just want to let you know that reading your diary gave me the boost to join slimming world in the first place and I think you've done amazing!! I now wish for you that you get your christmas wish because you really deserve it x
Littleslimmingbee
Gold Member
Hi guys.
Hope you'v all been well in the very short time iv been away! Tomorrow is wednesday and WI day. However, im going to class but wont be weighing in. Iv not had the best week, not totally off plan but not good enough to expect anything about a gain- especially after this evening.. but lets not go there.
The fact is im not in the right frame of mind to stand on those scales and just really need to get back to focusing on the emotional side of it, rather than just numbers.
I feel huge though, so not a great start.
Iv planned my meals and will get back on track tomorrow. That seems dooable. Im taking it a day at a time, and will hope to be back within the 3+ range of my orginal target of 10st 1, at xmas.
I hope that none of you think of this as a cop out, i just have to admit that trying to get back down to 9st 8.5 lbs is beginning to rule my life- which is not why i lost all my weight to begin with.. i wanted to be stress free! and not obbsessing! LOL
all iv really done, at what is rapidly becoming a 3 year 'journey' (iv decided getting to target doesnt mean the journeys ended!) is replace bad habits with a different set of bad habits.. and although i make teeny tiny baby steps forward.. i always manage a million steps back eventually.
So, im back.. and iv missed you guys.. really i have but its time for me to step back and quite frankly.. get over myself. If only i could spend one day as the fat me.. just one more day. I might just appreciate life, and just how far iv come that little bit more.
Iv got chicken in the oven, ready for a chicken salad for work tomo. Yum yum.
Also have a meeting at work to ask for another payrise.. ooo wish me luck! LOL
x
Hope you'v all been well in the very short time iv been away! Tomorrow is wednesday and WI day. However, im going to class but wont be weighing in. Iv not had the best week, not totally off plan but not good enough to expect anything about a gain- especially after this evening.. but lets not go there.
The fact is im not in the right frame of mind to stand on those scales and just really need to get back to focusing on the emotional side of it, rather than just numbers.
I feel huge though, so not a great start.
Iv planned my meals and will get back on track tomorrow. That seems dooable. Im taking it a day at a time, and will hope to be back within the 3+ range of my orginal target of 10st 1, at xmas.
I hope that none of you think of this as a cop out, i just have to admit that trying to get back down to 9st 8.5 lbs is beginning to rule my life- which is not why i lost all my weight to begin with.. i wanted to be stress free! and not obbsessing! LOL
all iv really done, at what is rapidly becoming a 3 year 'journey' (iv decided getting to target doesnt mean the journeys ended!) is replace bad habits with a different set of bad habits.. and although i make teeny tiny baby steps forward.. i always manage a million steps back eventually.
So, im back.. and iv missed you guys.. really i have
but its time for me to step back and quite frankly.. get over myself. If only i could spend one day as the fat me.. just one more day. I might just appreciate life, and just how far iv come that little bit more. Iv got chicken in the oven, ready for a chicken salad for work tomo. Yum yum.
Also have a meeting at work to ask for another payrise.. ooo wish me luck! LOL
x
Derbynanny
Gold Member
nice to 'see' you Fern. i think you have made a smart decision not a cop out at all.
Work at maintenance, and enjoy life again and if you decide that is not for you in 3 or 6 months time try again to get lower. I am twice your age if not more and a SW consultant and constantly fight bad habits and not always succeeding. We all should be a work in progress.
Teresa
Work at maintenance, and enjoy life again and if you decide that is not for you in 3 or 6 months time try again to get lower. I am twice your age if not more and a SW consultant and constantly fight bad habits and not always succeeding. We all should be a work in progress.
Teresa
