Hi my name is Samantha Mathers, 35 yrs old and have my son ( Harvey) who is my life. I live with my OH in Eastleigh and also have a stepson ( Taylor). I use to be a nice size 12 but since having my son I have gained weight over the past 4 years. I really want to but nice colourfull clothes other than black. I am a civil Engineer and work in Reading, I have a demanding job and also have a 10mth old puppy who I love to take up the woods he helps me to get out on these dark evenings.
I like to have a bottle of wine at the weekend
and I know this is my biggest downfall as I am unable to drink in the week due to my job. This sometimes means I go over board. I like to get out with the family but feel my weight makes me feel fat and depressed. i am usually a confident person but the past few months have noticed that me gaining weight makes me moody and difficult to talk too. I then will pick on the food which is bad and I know I do it but it makes me happy for all of about 5 mins. I would like to lose at least 1 stone for now as if I set an unrealistic goal I know I wont stick to it. My OH is not overly supportive and always tells me I will not stick with it. I find this off putting as I want his support but he always has to make a sarcastic comment.
Would like to chat to people on here and share our good weeks and bad.
Look forward to hearing from you. :wave_cry:
x
20th Nov 2012 =200.2lbs
I like to have a bottle of wine at the weekend
Would like to chat to people on here and share our good weeks and bad.
Look forward to hearing from you. :wave_cry:
x
20th Nov 2012 =200.2lbs