Oh honeybun big hugs!!!! And you're not moaning, you're just not feeling your lovely upbeat self.
After starting enthusiastically on one eating plan or the other, I felt a bit lost as well - but I really do love this SW way of eating. it's all cooking from scratch but it doesn't cost any more than any other way of eating (apart from living off air, that is, and we don't advise that LOL) - and they are bringing out syn free meals at Iceland in a week so you could have those in the freezer for when you don't have time to cook after a long day at work.
For the first time ever i can see a clear way ahead where losing weight is a definite, not a possibility. I especially like the classes and have got a great bunch - we really celebrate everyone's losses, and it's so uplifting! Like JaneB says, why not pop along to your doc, get a 12 week course free and give it a go? xxxxx