Thanks Ella, it just seems like a normal way of life now, I have ups and downs some days I feel weepy but generally I love the feeling of being in control and I know that there is no question that I will get to goal if I just keep going. I havent got used to my reflection though if im coming out the loos at work im surprised every time when I look up and see myself in the mirror lol I usually twirl round to make sure its true lol