how do you lose 2 thirds of your self?

[Lily42uk]

I must have been on something cos my natural reaction would be tosser

Yayy that's Tilly right there
Or as I lovingly call him, Knob Jockey ...oops I let the cat out the bag lol :giggle:
Sorry Mandy, I did try and be polite on your diary, but Tilly dragged it out of me :giggle: xxx:hug99:xxx

 

[tillymax]

Mandy you know I'm a quiet and refined type of person. Don't believe a word Lily says

 

[Lily42uk]

Mandy you know I'm a quiet and refined type of person. Don't believe a word Lily says

...someone pleaseeeeee pass me the tena before I wee wee wee all the way home :giggle: ....sorry Mandy I will take her and I have a spare straight jacket for her, surely you can see how she's corrupted me, I am and always will be the perfect :angel09:....but I am easily lead, forgive me xxx

 

[JackieN]

Tilly :8855: what more can I say :8855:

 

[broadsbean]

you ladies are soooooo good at making me smile thankyou:thankyou:

hope everybody has had a good weekend. mine has not been the best, but tomorrow is a new week and i have a counselling appointment so should be able to regain my perspective

 

[Lily42uk]

Aww bless :bighug: hun, the good thing is things can only get better, the counselling will help I am sure.xxxx
Take care and chin up, cos if you have your chin down it looks like you have loads...well it does with me :giggle: :hug99: xxxx

 

[JackieN]

awww Mandy hope you are okay huni :bighug: xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[EmmyR1984]

:bighug: hope you're ok xxx

 

[tillymax]

Hope you're ok

 

[broadsbean]

ok, todays positives, because i am feeling sorry for myself they have taken a while

1, you wonderful people on here, who cheer me up and make me feel normal (well almost :giggle

2, After a truly awful period at work, i have contacted the NMC and invoked the whistle blowing policy I discovered i was not alone, my ward manager and most of the staff have joined me

3, despite being very stressed about every thing i have only lost control once. ( and it didn't involve prunes this time:giggle
It was a big binge that i am really cross at my self for. But I know it could have been much worse and i could have continued, in the past i would of just carried on. I am learning control xxxx


The whistleblowing thing means we all have to give statements and be interviewed by the DofN. That is causing the panic feeling but i know it was the right thing to do

Tomorrows positives will be better i promise xxxxx

 

[JackieN]

hey huni I think they are pretty good positives actually and well done you for standing up to these people proud of you

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Lily42uk]

Hey hun :clap: :clap: :clap: I think you are amazing, I definitely think you did the right thing if it felt right then it was, is my motto.
Love your positives, glad there wasn't another prune incident, not sure we've all recovered from the last one :giggle:
Have a good night hun, sweet dreams :zz: and :bighug: too xxxx

 

[jayde1148]

Morning Hun hope things work out, sounds like you have done the right thing. Have a great day x x x

 

[EmmyR1984]

Morning hun, good on you for making a stand :bighug: And even more of a well done for stopping the binge, that must have taken some control as I remember what I can be like.

Hope your week gets off to a good start xxx

 

[broadsbean]

todays positives

1, have had a good morning, normal routine gym,dog walk,meals sorted ready for work later

2, feeling positive today out off the doldrums refocused and ready to take on the world

3, have just realised that i am on holiday next week

 

[Lily42uk]

Hey sweetie, fantastic positives, especially love 2 and 3, glad you've bounced back and have a lovely holiday to look forward to as well, always nice to have a break from work :hug99:
Hope you have a fabulous day and a great week :bighug: xxxx

 

[broadsbean]

I have decided i don't like this work lark cos it interfers with my minimins time:cry:

I have so much to catch up on today with you all, but i have all evening and am looking forward to reading everybodies positives

My positives for today

despite a bit of a wobble i went on my training course today. was a little anxious cos it was unfamilier people and the training calls for role play

have had a good few of days of 100% so am hoping for a loss tomorrow, hoping sats little episode hasn't scuppered me

have just got absolutly soaked walking the dog but enjoyed the walk and have come home to a lovely warm house and a nice hot options

Have had a much better couple of days at work, staffing has improved and have only needed to stay late once so far this week


hope you are all having a good week, i am off now to have a quick read of all your diaries xxxxx

 

[EmmyR1984]

Glad you enjoyed the walk hun and well done on going to your training course despite your little wobble :bighug:

 

[Lily42uk]

Love you positives sweetie, well done on taking the dog out in the bad weather but well worth it to return home to a warm house and options yum
Glad you got over the little wobble and I am sure you'll do just fine tomorrow, so well done (don't say good luck anymore it sounds almost like a negative so I have deleted it from my vocabulary) xxxx:hug99:xxxx

 

[broadsbean]

:happy036: 4 lb of for me today, the first good loss in a while

obviously thats going to be my first positive today

next is that it takes me to my four st shiney

something on jackie's diary has made me look at my priorities and i have a lovely family who i love and know love me and today i am going to tell them all that

have the day off and have done my normal routine and am having tea with the parents, some thing i love doing

hope everybody is having a good day xxxx