Thanks hun. I was dawdling for months, then utterly shattered for months and eating everything in sight. I've only just gotten into the right calm space to be refocusing on this. I feel like I'm back to doing it properly and not stressing that ooh I can't eat this and this might have caused my gain and trying to unpick everything. Just planning what Nate and I would like to eat and doing it. Like feeling able to have cheesecake at mum and dad's but asking for an 8th, not a quarter as they were cutting it, and working out the syns, or having a piece of mum's prize winning cake and just drawing a line under it. That's what I used to do and the plan really worked for me then. The stress and worry of "I have to lose more this week" and "If I do this and if I tweak that I might do better" it just made the weight stick around and make me not enjoy any of it.
I had most of the banana toast. Nate sampled a bit of it. Later I had sweetcorn frittas and smoked salmon with cottage cheese in the middle. Lovely. I've a nice group of friends and I think when one stops breast feeding I'll invite them all round for drinks and nibbles and both those snacks will be on the cards! I think a girly night would be quite nice. I've never done one before! I finished off the last of yesterday's soup with some chicken in it for a late lunch (about 3pm!). I'll be doing tea after Nate has gone to bed and I'm planning on having an eat natural bar for syns tonight. Peanut, chocolate and popcorn! Sounds frigging lush. It is 10 syns. Oh, dinner will be thai chicken curry and rice, so there are a few syns in that too.
Work's been lovely and said to not worry about work, but I've done the registers for Saturday's wedding and I'm working on the arsehole of a rota for September - November. I hate rota time. I don't have enough people basically! And if I don't do the work at home I still have to do it when I get back but that's with lots of people pestering me and extra jobs to do. I'm best off doing some here!
Despite being poorly Nate is being a lovely boy. It'll be a shame if he misses school tomorrow but the Dr said it'll be a few days. Hopefully he'll be better for when his bike arrives! I dunno if i mentioned my awesome bargainosity. It's RRP is £99.99, I saw an offer for £79.99 but didn't check out, then they were sold out, had a look elsewhere and found an ex-display one (in blue rather than grey) for £49.99 (they sell them full price at £109.99). Really happy, and it comes from where I used to live in Yorkshire.