Hey goose don't worry about the money you can only repay what ye can afford as for what people think take no notice remember if they are talking about u then you are very important and they have nothing good going on in there lives
As for me I really can't get in the zone with any diet at the moment. Back to the hospital on Thursday about my back as it is so bad now I am not even sleeping never mind eating right my face is all swollen but haven't gain just fluid retaining you know what I will start some day when I feel ready but right now no point