Hi againI've just had my dinner - rannochs smoked chicken with courgette spaghetti. Really tasty and really filling for 330 calories including some sesame oil to toss it with.
Def getting the smoked chicken again. Next time I'll have it with the courgette spaghetti and mix in 30g philly light for a low cal carbonara.
Hit calorie target today.
Good morning world. 10am and I'm tired already - people are always asking me if I have plans for the weekend and I can never tell them my idea weekend involves chilling out and napping! I'm such a grandma. I do have chronic fatigue so I have to conserve my energy very carefully and if I'm going out on Monday I don't want to make myself weary over the weekend. I do usually work Saturday/Sunday though and this week I'm only working Sunday so it's nice to have the day free to catch up on things.
I'm stating here that food today/tomorrow/monday/tuesday!!! Will not be to my usual plan as my evening meal will be with my family today and tomorrow so I'll have what they have which will probably be a takeaway/sunday dinner. Monday I'm going to this film preview (one of the actors I really like will be there at the preview, but so will a lot of gorgeous teenage girls - SIGH) and that day will pretty much be totally off plan. Tuesday is pancake day and I've planned low carb / low cal meals to balance out having some pancakes. So Tuesday I SHOULD be within 1500 calories and roughly 100g carbs even if they're not ideal carbs.
Wednesday I'll be properly back on the wagon with my shakes/bar and a low carb meal, under 1500 calories and under 80g carbs.
Apart from Monday my calories will still be reasonable (under 2000 at the most) because the only other food I'll have is my shakes/bars - so while I know I'll have a water weight gain I don't think it's possible for me to put any actual fat on.
Anyway sorry for that long ramble I just wanted to put my plans down for myself so I don't feel too stressed about anything. I am used to really really obsessing and being strict when I'm on a diet, which is something I want to avoid this time at least until after easter. For right now, this is a way of not gaining any more weight and hopefully losing a bit as I go along. While I've been really successful with my obsessive dieting I don't think it's a particularly healthy way to be and it basically leads to me being the strictest dieter ever for 6 months then spending 4 months gaining half of it back because I've been too restrictive. Over and over again. I must have lost 20 people by now. So this time I'm being more chill, especially this time of year with a couple of things coming up I know I won't want to be on a plan for.
Ramble ramble ramble.
While I'm rambling. I signed up to a 'plus size dating' app on my phone. I'm so bad at this. I haven't dated in literally years and years and I've never had a serious relationship because I don't like my body and I'm terrified of anyone else seeing it. Online dating is always a worry - I've tried 'normal' dating sites but I panic when anyone asks to meet because what if I turn up and they run away screaming?
Which is terrible, I would never want to date anyone who was fatphobic ANYWAY but I'm still scared? I guess when you've been bullied all through school you just kind of learn to expect people to hate you purely based on how much space you take up in a room.
I'd much rather meet someone in person first rather than through a dating app, like just generally meet people! But everyone I work with is married or has a gf and I don't go out a lot so where?? I also just never think there's much about me anyone would be interested in. But I really would like a partner at this point in my life. Well honestly I'd like a family and that's something I'd need to do in the next few years.
Ah well, just morning ramblings. A low calorie fat free cookie to anyone who read all this nonsense of mine!
I quite like spelt flour, it's an old heritage flour that's not as processed as what we're used to. I think it has a lower GI than regular flour too. I am slightly gluten intolerant (it makes me achy and sluggish) so I don't eat much flour in general.
Maybe try adding a few drops of sweetener to your cookies to make them more palatable? Tasted can change when you cut down on sugar so you might find they start tasting better to you.
I have fatigue caused by chronic anaemia and also can't exercise so I'm there with you! Hopefully your plan will be the right one for you though, it can take trial an error. I think most of us wish we knew less about diets as it would mean we'd done less of them!
Belated welcome, and congrats on your loss so far!
Good morning world. 10am and I'm tired already - people are always asking me if I have plans for the weekend and I can never tell them my idea weekend involves chilling out and napping! I'm such a grandma. I do have chronic fatigue so I have to conserve my energy very carefully and if I'm going out on Monday I don't want to make myself weary over the weekend. I do usually work Saturday/Sunday though and this week I'm only working Sunday so it's nice to have the day free to catch up on things.
I'm stating here that food today/tomorrow/monday/tuesday!!! Will not be to my usual plan as my evening meal will be with my family today and tomorrow so I'll have what they have which will probably be a takeaway/sunday dinner. Monday I'm going to this film preview (one of the actors I really like will be there at the preview, but so will a lot of gorgeous teenage girls - SIGH) and that day will pretty much be totally off plan. Tuesday is pancake day and I've planned low carb / low cal meals to balance out having some pancakes. So Tuesday I SHOULD be within 1500 calories and roughly 100g carbs even if they're not ideal carbs.
Wednesday I'll be properly back on the wagon with my shakes/bar and a low carb meal, under 1500 calories and under 80g carbs.
Apart from Monday my calories will still be reasonable (under 2000 at the most) because the only other food I'll have is my shakes/bars - so while I know I'll have a water weight gain I don't think it's possible for me to put any actual fat on.
Anyway sorry for that long ramble I just wanted to put my plans down for myself so I don't feel too stressed about anything. I am used to really really obsessing and being strict when I'm on a diet, which is something I want to avoid this time at least until after easter. For right now, this is a way of not gaining any more weight and hopefully losing a bit as I go along. While I've been really successful with my obsessive dieting I don't think it's a particularly healthy way to be and it basically leads to me being the strictest dieter ever for 6 months then spending 4 months gaining half of it back because I've been too restrictive. Over and over again. I must have lost 20 people by now. So this time I'm being more chill, especially this time of year with a couple of things coming up I know I won't want to be on a plan for.
Ramble ramble ramble.
While I'm rambling. I signed up to a 'plus size dating' app on my phone. I'm so bad at this. I haven't dated in literally years and years and I've never had a serious relationship because I don't like my body and I'm terrified of anyone else seeing it. Online dating is always a worry - I've tried 'normal' dating sites but I panic when anyone asks to meet because what if I turn up and they run away screaming?
Which is terrible, I would never want to date anyone who was fatphobic ANYWAY but I'm still scared? I guess when you've been bullied all through school you just kind of learn to expect people to hate you purely based on how much space you take up in a room.
I'd much rather meet someone in person first rather than through a dating app, like just generally meet people! But everyone I work with is married or has a gf and I don't go out a lot so where?? I also just never think there's much about me anyone would be interested in. But I really would like a partner at this point in my life. Well honestly I'd like a family and that's something I'd need to do in the next few years.
Ah well, just morning ramblings. A low calorie fat free cookie to anyone who read all this nonsense of mine!