Just realised I haven't put my food in for yesterday. I'll do that first then waffle after.
Saturday 12th February
Breakfast:
Grapes, blueberries and cranberries with low fat natural yoghurt and branflakes (HEb)
Morning snack: apple and banana
Lunch: supernoodle omlette on a bed of lettuce plus 9 cherry tomatoes
Snack: 6 rashers OS lean back bacon, special k mini breaks (5 syns), alpen light bar (3 syns)
Tea: 2 corn on the cob, low fat supernoodles, 2 clementines and an apple
Skimmed milk in tea throughout day (HEa) and managed 6 pints of water.
I am clearly addicted to supernoodles at the moment. They are my version of old toot though, and a real comfort food. I felt loads better for the water, not quite as lumpy
Right something have noticed, and it drives it home reading other peoples diaries, that I do sod all. Not just exercise, I mean generally. Now to some extent its dictated by my situation, I cant just walk out the door, I have an 8 year old and we're on our own. But I could utilise my time indoors better, and do more at the weekends. Yesterday for example. I had my two nephews Friday night for my sister. My son was at his dads. Now ok I'd been up in the night for a few hours as one woke up, but that is just an excuse really. They were up at about 6.15 and went about 11. The only useful thing I achieved was the weekly shop and a bath. I fell asleep for three hours later,.woke up just before my son arrived back. Had some tea then went to bed early watching the speed skating. As you do.
So what a total waste of the day. I really wanted to go do something, just felt very lethargic and oh, another word that I can't think of, I didn't know what I wanted, so ended up doing nothing. Now I know I lead a busy life with work, bringing up Steven alone etc. But life is too short too. I need to find some personal direction again. It's like I've forgotten who I am and what I like. Next Sat I have Steven Friday night and am dropping him off at 8.00 for an outing with the cubs. Then have the du to myself, well until 3 when football kicks off. So may get swim stuff packed, go do that straight away, then head into town and catch an exhib or something. Sorry, little moan there, but feeling like you're wasting your life isn't the best feeling. I think doing something positive about that will also translate to my diet. Maybe less comfort food required!
My baby is here now though. Going swimming with him shortly then over to my parents after lunch.