. Now I don't think I have ever been described as well fit in my entire life and certainly not from 18 year old boys . After the party a few of us went into town and we had such a laugh. I wasn’t self conscious at all and I was showing those young 'uns a thing or two on the dance floor (my feet were killing me by the end of the night). But more that that I didn’t feel like I was the odd one out. Whenever we’ve been out as a group in the past I’ve always felt like the fat, frumpy, ugly hanger on who didn’t deserve to be there with all these gorgeous things but last night I just enjoyed myself so much.) and happiness (because I feel healthy, because my life has changed in ways even I couldn’t have imagined and yes the journey isn’t over but look how far I have come - I really am proud of what I’ve achieved ). I’ve noticed I’ve got the same bolero on in both photos..lol, however one is a size 32 and the other a size 14.
and totm greeted me this morning which probably explains why. I haven't been walking either so I will be forcing myself tomorrow - I really enjoy my walks, they clear the old head. no shopping this week..I think I must be ill (although I am still lusting after the River Island coat..is it wrong that I went in there the other day and actually stroked it ) I am trying to curb my spending until I get to goal but the River Island coat may win before then. I have another night out on Saturday so I can get dressed up again and dance away the blues .
