Well, I am well and truly NOT keeping up to date on here am I!!
Life is just so crazy - Max is ill AGAIN!
Poor little lad has had, since beginning of April - Rotavirus, 3 colds, a diarrhea bug which lasted 10 days, and now he's got either Noro or Rotavirus AGAIN!
How much more can he be expected to take!
Surely he must think it's normal to feel like this, and I of course, am so stressed and at my wit's end!
He was weighed today, and even though he'd dropped weight two weeks ago, he has managed to put a few ozs back on, Lord knows how!
The sickness and runs stopped today, but his appetite is worse than ever, so it's a real struggle just to get enough down him.
Anyway, that's what's been taking up all my time!
I only did two days on the diet, lost 5lbs and managed to keep it off even though I ate like a pig (lol). Then, we went away for the night on Saturday - had three meals in total, and put the 5lbs back on. I know it's only water, so having been back on the diet a day, 4lbs have gone again, and this time I am sticking to it until I get to goal - no more messing around! I find it so easy, I really don't know why I've been messing around for so long (apart from stress!).
However, I had forgotten all about being invited out tomorrow night, so I'll be good all day, have the night off, then start again on Sunday - damage limitation!
So, I am now 10st 10lbs. My aim is 10st. I know I'll gain around 4-6lbs in water weight, so may be I'll go a little lower with the aim being I stabilise around 10st 2lbs.
I'm not doing the strict SnS diet - I've only had one pack today, and then some lean chicken with two boiled eggs, and two 'Options' Hot Chocolates - I don't know why that's not allowed on the diet, it's only 40 cals and 5g carbs per cup. If I substitute one pack, I can have two cups a day (it's REALLY helping with the sweet cravings!), and still have less cals/carbs than one meal pack!
I have as much protein as I like, and if I fancy a tiny treat, I will have one!
I do however, keep carbs very low, and cals below 800. One day a week, I'll go up to 1,200 cals, as I strongly believe that this will stop my body going in to starvation mode, and will help with maintenance. I think given this is what I did, and only gained some water weight, it seems to work for me.
Furthermore, I am not yo-yo'ing any more, having a couple of days on the diet then back off it. I don't think it's any good for the metabolism, and don't want that to have any effect on my long-term metabolism, so apart from tomorrow night, I am on the diet until I reach goal, and that is that!
I look back at my journal and see how easy it was, how the weight dropped off, and really wonder why I stopped when I was so near to goal! May be it's because my clothes now fit me again, not sure.
However, a few more lbs gone and they'll fit even better, so this is it, I am waging war on the last 10bs, and I will win lol!
I am SO sorry for being so rubbish and not keeping up to date with you all on here
Really I am!
I hope you're all really well, and going well with your diets! I'm going to try to get around everyone's diaries to say hi and try to catch up, but please bear with me, my poorly baby is taking up most of my time, and has been for ages now bless him!
Have a FABULOUS holiday weekend Ladies!
Love & :bighug:xxxx