Bless you Charlotte, I understand what you mean, I have left the house 5 times since lockdown, 3 times to pick up a prescription for back painkillers, once to visit my brother and my mums graves and once for a very short walk in the countryside....short because I cannot walk far unfortunately. I have also walked the dog around the block a few times.
I hope the time will come for you when you can go out, you are so young.
I also hope the world gets back to normal and I am sure it will be but goodness knows when! xx