but it is * week and my cycles so messed up just now its been my first one in about 3mths so i think it goes part to explain my gain last week and sts this week, but now that its here and over with for at least another month i can finally crack my 1 stone award then get to work on getting the other 2 off. i even refused the offer of a chocolate biscuit today at my sisters house only thing is its now effecting my social life which is basically non existent anyway but im meant to be going over to my sisters for a drink tonight but im worried that it will stop me from getting a loss on wednesday ho hum, my plan is to have the equivalent of 3 glasses of rose wine at 4.5 syns each and use diet lemonade to make them into sprizters to get 6 glasses out of my allowance - dont even know if that made any sense lol ... fresh pasta (for quickness) (2) with 28g chorizo (2.5), handful cherry tomatoes and tbsn creme frais (1.5) then microwaved a veg medley bag from tesco for the side. ) so a total of 33 syns during the full day and will now had to majorly cut back until wednesday. though at least today its dry and a bit sunny so now that weve all been fed i think ill suggest a walk in the woods to collect acorns and of course it might also tire them out too but now that im back im bored although ive got loads i could be doing around the house i cant get any of it done with the girls here as they'll get under my feet, things like putting up my new bathroom blind or striping the woodchip off my bedroom wall etc both dreaded tasks and both certainly not going to be done this week today went well but then anything would be better than last night eh? i know i said i wouldnt have any syns but i had 5 but it was syns used as past of my meals to not on chocolate at least thats a good thing lol. im feeling motivated and just hope that it continues as im fed up losing and gaining the same pound recently and dread standing on the scales tomorrow morning...eek!!! but i will lose my remaining 2 stone and 1lb at some point whether i continue taking the scenic route or the fast last it will happen eventually, plus my mum called tonight to say that she'd booked a holiday for the family next June im on my own with my girls and monies tight all the time so can never afford to take the girls away and im over the moon with excitment .......so here is my pledge: Gobolino ive came to the decision that the only way i know is the scenic route too so im just going to buckle up and enjoy the slow journey and as you said im not going to have a better incentive to help me get their either
well i took the dreaded step onto the scales this morning and id lost 1lb all be it the same 1lb that i put on 2 weeks ago but i lost it all the same bit bitter sweet though as i cant help but think that if i hadnt binged on the chocolate i might have lost 2lb and got my first stone award but it wasnt to be
