Jax's Diary
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Rachel
Everyone needs a lazy day now and then, clearly you needed a rest 
Take care this week x
Take care this week x
This week has been probably one of the most emotional and horrendous weeks possible. A friend died right out of the blue on Tuesday night - we'd only seen him briefly on Monday and he'd been fine his normal jokey self! To say we're shocked is an understatement; I keep half - expecting someone to ring and say ha ha we're only joking or we got it wrong. Went out last night and thought I saw him everytime I saw some guy of his build - weird! The girls are devastated and unable to comprehend it at all. He was the same age as us (mid forties) and had three beautiful daughters almost the same age as my girls. I cant imagine what they and his wife must be going through!
I dont know how but I have lost 3 lbs this week taking me into the ideal band! Stress I guess - Am 100% sure it will bite me on the bum next week as I havent pointed at all this week and would guess that I was way over points each day. I've had pizza, kebab and the three "ch's" = chips, chocolate and cheesecake and biscuits by the tinful - seem unable to walk past the tin without attacking it since I heard about my friend. I have know idea what the next week will bring and tbh I dont really care I need to just focus on holding it together for the girls and getting through the next two weeks at work which are the most stressful of the school year - which is just flipping typical! I think tbh I'm going to just go into an official lurking mode as I'm not sure how often I'll be online for the next few weeks and the way I feel at the moment dont feel I'm able to post positively or support anyone effectively - especially as I've:cry: all the way through this post :wave_cry: So bear with me as I'm sure I'll bounce back soon like a bad penny that always comes back xxx
I dont know how but I have lost 3 lbs this week taking me into the ideal band! Stress I guess - Am 100% sure it will bite me on the bum next week as I havent pointed at all this week and would guess that I was way over points each day. I've had pizza, kebab and the three "ch's" = chips, chocolate and cheesecake and biscuits by the tinful - seem unable to walk past the tin without attacking it since I heard about my friend. I have know idea what the next week will bring and tbh I dont really care
I need to just focus on holding it together for the girls and getting through the next two weeks at work which are the most stressful of the school year - which is just flipping typical! I think tbh I'm going to just go into an official lurking mode as I'm not sure how often I'll be online for the next few weeks and the way I feel at the moment dont feel I'm able to post positively or support anyone effectively - especially as I've:cry: all the way through this post :wave_cry: So bear with me as I'm sure I'll bounce back soon like a bad penny that always comes back xxx
charly.71
In the 10s at last!
Omg jax what a terrible thing to happen.
Britt goes to school with twins & their dad died 2 weeks ago,he had a cold that developed into pneumonia & he just never recovered, it was an awful shock.
I cant imagine britt being left without a parent at her age.
Take care & by the way well done on the fab loss! xxx
Britt goes to school with twins & their dad died 2 weeks ago,he had a cold that developed into pneumonia & he just never recovered
, it was an awful shock.I cant imagine britt being left without a parent at her age.
Take care & by the way well done on the fab loss! xxx
carefulcounter
Rachel
My thoughts are with you and your family, take care of each other xxxx
blackwidow
Gold Member
take care of yourself hunny, thinking of you. ring me if you need someone to talk to. love you xxx
*Saski*
Up for the challenge
Oh Jax *Hugs* you poor thing i am so sorry to hear about your loss and i hope you are coping as well as you can. Well done on your WI result though as well being in the ideal bracket it a massive achievement.
You and your family and friends are in my thoughts and prayers. If you need anything you need only ask. Take care. xxx
You and your family and friends are in my thoughts and prayers. If you need anything you need only ask. Take care. xxx
blackwidow
Gold Member
just popping in to remind you i love you lots. here if you need me xxx
Thank you all, we're all okay and slowly getting our heads around it - funeral is early next week so hopefully things will start to get easier once that's passed.
Diet wise - am no longer in the ideal weight bracket according to my wii as I gained 2lb this week but tbh am quite happy with that as it could have been a lot worse as its been a lot of food on the run and takeaways whilst trying to juggle everything - will be so glad when this week is over and we break up for christmas. Hopefully will be posting again towards the end of the week too. Am missing you all and am so grateful you're all still posting here even if I'm not! Thank you so much xxx
Diet wise - am no longer in the ideal weight bracket according to my wii as I gained 2lb this week but tbh am quite happy with that as it could have been a lot worse as its been a lot of food on the run and takeaways whilst trying to juggle everything - will be so glad when this week is over and we break up for christmas. Hopefully will be posting again towards the end of the week too. Am missing you all and am so grateful you're all still posting here even if I'm not! Thank you so much xxx
fitz
Lovin it !!! :)
Hi Jax
Glad you are ok. Hope the funeral goes ok next week - as well as can do at this time of year, I too had a funeral a week before xmas a few years back & it is very sad, keep ya chin up lovely ,stay strong & come back to us when you feel a little more settled. Oh & btw - 2lb is nothing at a time of intense stress, in fact I'd say its brill ! Soon be off, *hugs*
Glad you are ok. Hope the funeral goes ok next week - as well as can do at this time of year, I too had a funeral a week before xmas a few years back & it is very sad, keep ya chin up lovely ,stay strong & come back to us when you feel a little more settled. Oh & btw - 2lb is nothing at a time of intense stress, in fact I'd say its brill ! Soon be off, *hugs*
