Hey everyone - how are you all doing? Fandabydozy I hope
Well, I've just updated my signature today as its the last day of July and I'm not that impressed with it to be honest. I've lost 11lbs which is great - 11lbs off my body is better than 11 on but I feel like I've been stuck in the 15s for what seems like FOREVER!
Yesterday I had a night out and a planned meal, woke up this morning feeling ill and ***TMI ALERT*** I feared that it was gallstones but I think it was eating having not been to the toilet (or at least been to the toilet properly if you get my drift) and I feel far better and more relieved after taking a laxative. The meal was good but they just served too much food and it put me off.. I remember the days when it would have meant I wanted a season ticket there lol. It actually put me off eating though - I felt over full, lethargic, uncomfortable and I didn't feel like I had over eaten - a steak and some cheese from the cheese board. It wasn't a pleasant experience feeling so full and I can't remember a time ever feeling like that/this.
So... This month coming - August, I want to be a good month for weight loss. I still feel that having 3 and a half stone weight to lose is plenty and I should be still losing - or am I just moaning and give myself a shake?lol
I've set up the goal of a 15lbs loss for this month in the monthly challenge that I always participate in. This will see me in the "overweight" category for BMI (yay!), it will see me having lost 9stone (yay!), and it will see me in the 14s (yay!). I really, really, really, really want to be in the 14s.
It will also see me a pound away from 9 and a half stone loss and 3lbs away from being under 200lbs. I would be very pleased with a good month of losses in August.
In other weight related news lol... I bought myself a wee mini denim jacket thingies... In a size 16 - and it buttons up! Oh yes, it was a bloody great moment trying on that number so it was. Also got a maxi dress in a size 16 to which fits
All from Peacocks - I had thought that the size 16 dress from Dorothy Perkins was a wee fluke, maybe they were bigger made and that was the only reason it fitted. I know Peacocks is smaller made so I thought I would have to get 18s in them but there wasn't any in those sizes so I had to try the 16s (even though I was scared they wouldn't fit) - very happy so I was
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To tell you all the truth I've been a bit of a moan today about the whole weight loss thing. I was complaining about still carrying about quite a bit of weight around my stomach, thighs and backside. And just feeling a bit blah about it all. I feel like I have ages to go yet and I just want to get it done with now.
I do know that on the scale of things that I've got through the majority of the weight but with feeling like I've been in the 15s now for ages (which I know in reality has only been 3 weeks, 4 weeks on Wednesday) it makes it a bit of a blah day. I think I'm just feeling a bit rubbish. I know for a fact as soon as I get closer to the bottom of the 15s I will start to feel better again.
So I will love you and leave you all
xxx