Well, it's lovely having time off to laze about the house. Friday we had another BBQ and I cooked again
![Big Grin :D :D](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
It was a novelty the last time, this time I could have quite easily eaten but I didn't. Yesterday I found difficult too. People eating kebabs and fritters from the chip shop with loads of brown sauce... Oh I nearly broke but I just managed to keep myself on track and no more. Clinging by my finger tips!lol
Well, I have exciting news - I've known about it for a wee bit but I've got an interview. It's for a completely different career - I will be training to start with so will drop massively in income but its only for a few years and then I will be trained up in something that I've always wanted to do and with a qualification too. I got the news at the same time as my OH was told that he would need to go in for another review with surgeons... it was all a bit bittersweet really because we both realised that he will probably require further surgery and that's more time off work - quite extensive time off, down to statutory sick pay and a giant drop in wages if I get this job... It made for a difficult few days really.
Everything all seems to happen all at once doesn't it? I must sound like a walking drama... and I think that that is a bit accurate when it comes to whats happening just now
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Ah well!
So I was in two minds as to whether I should go for the job interview. But I've decided to go for it.
The reason that I've never went for that type of role is because of my weight. I need to project the right image in this industry and the long term aim of it is to be able to branch out into other sectors which require me to be at a healthy weight level. So I've never been able to do this at my size however its always been a wish and now that I've lost weight and am continuing to loose so much weight, well, the sky is the limit really. I need to start doing things for me and this would be something most definitely for me. I don't want to sound all, woe is me, and everything I've done has been my own choice but I've spent most of my life caring for people - I don't regret it but I want to start living my life in the way that I want, with my aspirations.
Who knows whether or not I get it. But time will tell. And I'm going to focus on the interview.
Which is where I have found another issue lol. Interview clothes. Ah, its quite tricky! I went to a few shops on Saturday and I tried some clothes on - smaller sizes YAY, but they didn't look right. So I have been searching the internet looking for ideas and I can't seem to see any. I think I will need to go shopping tomorrow. I literally have so little clothes now that actually fit - its very weird lol.
Happy Easter to you all xxxxx