Little-Miss-Perfect
Doing it exante style :)
How's it going Jen? xx
Hey everyone... I've had a really busy few days.
Well, I mentioned a few weeks ago that my OH was having problems with his ankles. He was in the Army and a few years ago upon discharge he had to have reconstructive surgery done to both of his ankles. He has been having massive problems with pain and he finally managed to get a referral back to the original surgeons. He had a CT scan done a week ago and then on Thursday he got his results. Turns out that the original surgery has failed and he needs further, more invasive surgery done. They will do one ankle at a time, take the pins that are in his ankles out, clean the joint, do a bone graft, more pins and he will be in plaster for 3 months, a moon boot for a further 3 months and then 3 months of intensive physio and then the other ankle will have the same. He won't be able to weight bare on the ankle in plaster and because he has the same condition in his other ankle that will mean that mobility will be about zero.
We know how bad the surgery is from the previous time. So its all been a bit rubbish really but all we can do is just deal with it really. Hopefully this time it will work but the surgeons did warn us that 25% of this type of surgery fails - and obviously with it failing the last time it makes it even more nerve wracking. But you just have to think its going to work.
I did get good news on the job front but I will let you all know about that soonish
We started to prepare for the surgery by going out shopping in the big smokeI decided that I needed some new trousers because I really don't have any. It was quite an achievement really because I went to Primark and I got myself some size 20 and 18 tops
They actually look tiny - when I hold them up I think to myself, I am not this size. Went to Next and bought a pair of size 22 trousers - I actually put on a pair of size 20 trousers and they fitted!!!!! Didn't like the style of them though so I kept the 22's which, get this, HAD ROOM - they actually are a little baggy around the mid section
It's the first time, ever, that I've shopped in normal shops and haven't went anywhere near Evans. Its also the first time ever that I have shopped for clothes for myself in Primark or Next (in the shop if you get my drift lol).
Even now, I still think to myself, surely I can fit in those clothes... my brain hasn't caught up with my weight loss. I'm wearing clothes that are between 4 and 5 sizes too big for me. 17 days ago at work I was wearing trousers that were size 28 (which when I got them in the Christmas sales and were really tight) and they were really baggy. I put them on yesterday and they were beyond baggy - they were obscene.
I sold all my really nice clothes on Ebay a few weeks ago. And the rest of the clothes - work clothes and things I've had for years are going to cash for clothes - 6 bags worth. I now have one rail of clothesI'm just buying a few things to tide me over - there isn't any point in buying lots. Hopefully I won't be an 18/20/22 for much longer
PS.. Nee - how the hell do you get your score so high???? xxx