Try looking at it this way Jess, you have 24 shakes left that is just over a weeks worth, all you need to do is take 1 week out of the rest of your life and drink the shakes and only the shakes and in a weeks time you should be much more positive coz you will be in ketosis and then decide what you will do the following week, just take 1 week out of the rest of your life at a time, instead of 16 weeks to my holiday..... that way it seems like a long time whereas a week at a time is definately doable.... does this make sense. Anyway glad you haven't given up and are back 100% from today (you better be or I will be on my way to Wales to kick you up the butt..... lol).