Russiandoll
Carpe diem
That's why I thought I'd give this a go. The way things are going, I seriously think I'm heading for an eating disorder. Binging then sole sourcing to put it right isn't the way to go. I was actually binging on <wait for it> cottage cheese ... I wasn't eating 'proper food' because, being on SS 'I wasnt supposed to be eating' so when I did, I ate only cottage cheese ... mad I know but there's twisted thinking for you!
I gained 3st in three months so you can imagine the quantities I was getting through (low fat but a kilo per day spread over three meals). Even so, that barely came to 1200 cals so, of course, now I'm thinking I can't possibly lose weight eating 'normally'. My whole life is now dominated by food / no food / weight loss / gain / guilt ... it's barmy!!
If I can just learn to eat a meal and not feel guilty about it ... if I can only break the 'food is bad' mindset and STILL lose a bit of weight then that's got to be a good thing. God I hope this works ... I don't know where to go from here!!
I gained 3st in three months so you can imagine the quantities I was getting through (low fat but a kilo per day spread over three meals). Even so, that barely came to 1200 cals so, of course, now I'm thinking I can't possibly lose weight eating 'normally'. My whole life is now dominated by food / no food / weight loss / gain / guilt ... it's barmy!!
If I can just learn to eat a meal and not feel guilty about it ... if I can only break the 'food is bad' mindset and STILL lose a bit of weight then that's got to be a good thing. God I hope this works ... I don't know where to go from here!!