Hello lovely Dukan friends!
Again, sorry for my absence, but things have been a bit insane and I finally had to admit defeat, that I can't do everything I want to do and it was minimins that took a hit. But I was always thinking of you all and just CAN NOT wait to get into reading up on all your diaries!
This is no place for a mega update, so here are the headlines:
- Work has been insane but also incredibly rewarding. I really don't mind working 19/20 hours a day when it feels like it's worth it. So Geneva happened and was crazy as expected with no down time whatsoever, but it was a good experience and I really put some work demons to rest. (You know the ones, when you think you're a fraud and expect it's only a matter of time before everyone else realises the truth. Well, I no longer think that, I know I'm good at what I do. This is such a major breakthrough for me, I can't really put into words how good it feels.)
- I've totally kept up with the whole Dukan thing! In fact, this morning and yesterday I weighed in at 8.4.6 i.e. 1.4lb less than my Dukan target or true weight or whatever the heck it's called. Think this is what happens when life goes crazy....
- Not sure quite how to describe my eating the last few weeks. In Geneva I subconsciously went really strict as work was so stressful, I think I just wanted food to be easy and so doing mostly PP was the best choice, in a sort of twisted way. The first few days I was in a hotel with a fridge so it was ok, but the last week it was a really basic place, plus catering by the venue and hotel so fairly limited. I just didn't eat that much to be honest, mostly low fat yoghurts and plain fish when available. Felt very in control though, which was what I needed. Everyone else was complaining that they were eating so many of the croissants and cookies provided in breaks, but I just didn't even contemplate them. The flip side is that I've not really been doing conso.....
- Got back from Geneva at midnight last Friday and had to be up at 7am to go to a friend's wedding in Kent. Was a great day but totally exhausting after a gruelling two weeks of work. Amazing what a bit of booze can do though....was up until 3am dancing! Stuck more or less to Dukan with the food, just got through a heck of a lot of booze.....
- This last week has been a bit quieter with work but I've had my volunteer shifts for the Paralympics every night from 6-10pm....which has been totally knackering! Great fun but am definitely not used to being on my feet for so long, plus it's tiring being constantly switched on and super duper friendly all the time. I'm used to being an insular little thing! Two more shifts to go though and I'll be sad for them to be over but also a teeny bit relieved as I just need more sleep really. Possibly made the mistake of giving blood on Wednesday which probably hasn't helped with the tiredness levels but still.
- Tried getting back onto conso by eating fruit but I seem to be unable to just have one piece. Am also slipping too easily into mini binges of sweet stuff which I really need to knock on the head. The whole 'stop eating when full' thing is still eluding me somehow - it's my absolute main aim though so am going to re-focus on it and really try to sort this thing out once and for all.
- Tons of other tales to tell but just wanted to check in and have nosey round to see what's been going on. Seems like loads of folk have switched diets - feels like I don't know the place anymore! But dead excited to see what everyone's moved on to do and how it's going and how everyone is getting on and such. Not having minimins around (I've not checked in at all before tonight) has been a real hole in my life and I've missed you guys and the support massively.
Will catch up a bit now and then more tomorrow.
Huge Dukan hugs!
Jude x