Here I am! Forgot about my diary again, whoops.
I thought it might be nice to come back to my diary and start writing again as I am now over half way into my journey and feeling more motivated than ever.
That is a good feeling to have
. I am also on countdown to my holiday, as I write this I have 6 and a half weeks to go and ideally I would like to be as close to the 11 stone mark as I can get by then.
I have had a couple of achievements in the last couple of weeks both on the scales and off. I seem to have finally gotten over the 11st 10 hurdle that I struggled to get over. Seriously, I feel like I have been running at speed for that hurdle for a while, I have been hovering around the 11,10 -11,11 mark since Christmas and I finally been able to get past it.
Another achievement is that I have given up my 'cheat' day and I have to say I feel much better for it. I don't feel like I need to eat all the junk that's within my reach because the plan doesn't matter on a Saturday, I now plan 7 days a week and stay fully on plan for those 7 days.
It's also time to start buying my holiday wardrobe, which at the moment is going to be in a size 14, two sizes smaller than my last holiday wardrobe
. It's a great feeling being able to look for clothes in a smaller size. My ideal size would be a comfortable 12 as I don't think my body is built to be 'skinny' and I think I would look ill. My first purchases have been bikini's, now I just need the confidence to wear the bottoms and not chicken out and wear swim skirts. I have come to realise some bikini bottoms are so skimpy you may as well be wearing a thong, I don't want my cheeks out for all to see, no one is gonna care if they tan or not, it's not like they'll be on show when I get home. So that is my challenge right now, to find some bikini bottoms that are not low-rise and thong like lol. If anybody has any ideas please let me know, I would be very grateful.
That's enough of me rambling tonight. I shall be back at some point this week.
I am going to set a target for my Saturday weigh-in this week and hope for a 2lb loss again. Signing off now..
love Stacey x