Been out of the loop for a bit I've, just looked a some of the diaries ...some great weight losses and everyone still trucking along.
Went out last friday with the girls, had some very nice comments about my weight loss. One of my friends who didnt know i was on a diet asked which one ...as soon as I said LL she rolled her eyes. I dont know what came over me but I promptly said "I would prefer it if you dont say anything negative, do i look ill? do i look unhealthy? Do you really know anything about LL?, no didnt think so", it came out of my mouth before my brain got into gear. She was so shocked she apologised straight away. I felt awful though, not like me to be like that...I then said sorry. I'm fed up of hearing negativity bout it. She made me feel even worse when she said "i'm only worried cos i care about you".....I text her the following morning to apologise again but i still feel bloody awful, dont know where it came from!!!
Been a busy week at home and work, hence why i've not been here (sorry ladies) i have missed you all
Went to class last night and lost 3lbs ...water is defo the key! Great class have to do a collage(not sure if thats the right spelling)of pictures that represent where we were, where we are and where we want to be! Should be interesting! My LLC admitted she had ters in her eyes when she got my text about swimming last week - i was so amazed, she's quite a strong woman, so was taken aback. She was the one that challenged me and i have a lot to thank her for.
Had another 1to1 swimming lesson with the amazing Linda. I was more nervous this week. Got in the pool and for the first 10 mins felt like i'd gone backwards but was ok after. Swan a litte deeper but could still touch the floor phew! need to master the art of breathing as she makes me swim with my hesd in the water and then coming up for air every 2nd or 3rd stroke.....bloody hard. Swallowed half the pool...least i wont be constipated this week ...god knows whats in that pool LMAO. Why does it always revert back to poo. Still a long way to go.
Also wanted to mention this - last week i have been hungry, tummy even rumbling. Anyone know what thats all about???
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