Thank you sooooo much everyone. It is amazing how many people have been in the same position. No matter how many times people say don't worry too much as its probably nothing, you cannot help it. Like I said before its kind of all or nothing.....and thank goodness I'm one of the lucky ones. The sad thing is whilst I was there today two young girls were diagnosed with cancer. One only looked about 22. Her mum told me that there is no history in the family and she is very slim and fit and healthy, she doesn't smoke or drink. On paper there was no way she had it, yet now what that poor girl and her family are going through!!! I count myself very lucky indeed.
xx