hello! wasnt hiding hun. i HAVE been very naughty on SW (or being off it i should say) but i havent been on because of my arm. have been having a really hard time typing and using my right arm thanks to the strain injury. been having a bit of a hard time with my kids, hubby and arm and just spent 3 days comfort eating! very silly but i found it easier to cook by not using my arm which meant not being on track and then there was the emotional side of it too. anyways... the pills the doc has me on are amazing! i've been a little high on them so i know they are strong. my arm still hurts but its feeling a little detached so has really taken the edge of it. i know i am just masking the problem but after nearly 3 months of agony, it is nice to not have the constant pain. i hadnt realised just how bad it was feeling as i was getting used to the pain and it was definitely getting much worse over the last 2 weeks. i have had an almost unbearable 5ish days with it so i am glad to be feeling so much better.
anyways... im utterly drugged up and back on track. i will have gained this week, i am sure of that but sod it! i was still much more restrained than i would have been before starting the plan and i feel good that i can blow out/lose control but not get myself in a dark hole i dont want to get out of. thats progress!
Day 42
EE DAY
Breakfast
A banana
2 thick wedges of Galia Melon
Plum
Lunch
Bacon Sarnie with 57g W/M bread (HEX B)
15g Ketchup (1 syn)
Apple
Dinner
Jacket Spud
Baked Beans
2 slices of ham
Colslaw (5 syns)
satsuma and banana
Snacks
250ml 'The One' Milk (HEX A)
Choc Orange mullerlight
1 x alpen choc orange bar (3 syns)
Total Syns: 9