ProPoints Katy's diary: No more binges & no more wasting time!

So fricking pissed off!!!!!! Arghhhh early night before a raid the cupboards and then feel 8282827828288272 times worse!
 
what's up chic xx
 
what's up chic xx

Frustration with not being able to book a holiday with the bf because of money etc! I've calmed down now though.. I just have to accept that it may not happen this year and it wont be like last year :,( ... I know i sound like a brat but i really need plans to keep me happy atm! Life is so dull and its all work work work! X
 
Frustration with not being able to book a holiday with the bf because of money etc! I've calmed down now though.. I just have to accept that it may not happen this year and it wont be like last year :,( ... I know i sound like a brat but i really need plans to keep me happy atm! Life is so dull and its all work work work! X

I'm the same, saving for a house is the pits, especially when everyone else I booking up!!! Feel like I work for nothing :,( x
 
I'm the same, saving for a house is the pits, especially when everyone else I booking up!!! Feel like I work for nothing :,( x

I hear that.. We were supposed to be moving out this year but my bf was made redundant summer last year and struggled to work again. Now he is earning a pittance. Im still at home and my mum is remortgaging so we can stay here.. Means me and my brother pay for part of the mortgage which is a lot a month and no opportunity to save. Whilst my dad walks off with half the house in £ for having an affair 8 years ago. Makes me so angry!

It is so tough for everyone these days.. Takes so long to save up and like you say feel like you're working for nothing and just getting by.. Xx
 
So.. Ive been thinking about my goal instead of continuing to be negative and eat my feelings! Ive worked out that if i lose at the very least 1lb a week i will be at goal by sept just in time for ibiza!!! Ok its a very slow process but at least it is entirely doable right?

That means potentially i could be a totally different shape, size, figure, clothes will look diff and i would hope id be confident!

I need to remind myself it is possible.. I keep thinking about the last time i was 9st 7 and that was when i was 15. I have always been slightly or overweight in my adult life, thats actually pretty sad isn't it?

I look back at myself at 15 how self conscious i was and remember my mum saying one day you'll look back and realise you were lovely just how you were, you weren't fat.. I am looking back now and thinking exactly that! I would give anything to look like that now (minus the shockin fashion sense) lol.

Very reflective post haha!
 
1lb a week is very do-able... I wish I had that time. I know you're not going away with your boyf but at least you have a holiday abroad to look forward to

Sounds cheesy but you have to go through the bad times to appreciate the good and it's so true x
 
1lb a week is very do-able... I wish I had that time. I know you're not going away with your boyf but at least you have a holiday abroad to look forward to

Sounds cheesy but you have to go through the bad times to appreciate the good and it's so true x

When I think about it that way it sounds more realistic and achievable so if i manage to get there any time before that'll be a bonus!

I know.. Its just I'd love a relaxing holiday too. I feel we both deserve it and who knows maybe be can a little later in the year. You're right at least i have one booked!

Totally agree.. It has been a crap 8months for us though so things can only get better as they say.. X
 
Morning!


I am meant to be on training today but i really cant spare the day at the moment. I know my course should come first but i wouldn't be able to focus all day as i'll be thinking about all i need to do..

I have one court report due this month that i haven't even begun, assessments to complete, care plans, home visits and meetings to type up! Plus i need to read up on looked after children as one of my cases have become looked after by the local authority.

So ive decided to work from home without distractions from the office and phone calls etc.

Food will be similar to yest but a different dinner. I am going for a meal with my dad so i'll pick the healthiest option.

I may even begin shred today as i am at home! X
 
I like the sound of your job. im really bored in mine and I want to do care work. iv worked where I have for 12 year and im scared of change. I really need to just do it.

im starting shred too I took measurements etc so ready to start xx
 
I'm not having a good time at the moment. I keep going dizzy and yesterday I fell, banging my head. Blood tests done this morning, and back to the doctors on Friday. The GP is not sure what is going on. So the diet is a no go as I don't feel like eating.
 
I like the sound of your job. im really bored in mine and I want to do care work. iv worked where I have for 12 year and im scared of change. I really need to just do it.

im starting shred too I took measurements etc so ready to start xx

I love/hate my job lol... It changes from week to week. I dont like being behind in my work but crisis after crisis means i'll never be ahead! If its something you want to do go for it.. You wont know unless you try and you can always go back to your original career if its not for you?

What do you do now for work?

Havent managed shred today as i had to go into the office midday! X
 
I'm not having a good time at the moment. I keep going dizzy and yesterday I fell, banging my head. Blood tests done this morning, and back to the doctors on Friday. The GP is not sure what is going on. So the diet is a no go as I don't feel like eating.

Oh dear that doesn't sound good.. I hope you find out what it is soon and feel better! Rest up and let us know how you get on :)
 
Food diary:

Breakfast fruit 0pp

Lunch: grilled chicken, pesto pasta, little bit of cheese and salad 10pp iv counted it at

Snack: skinny latte and ww hot choc mixed (beaut!!!) 3pp

13/26 so 13 left for dinner with my dad this evening!
 
I love/hate my job lol... It changes from week to week. I dont like being behind in my work but crisis after crisis means i'll never be ahead! If its something you want to do go for it.. You wont know unless you try and you can always go back to your original career if its not for you?

What do you do now for work?

Havent managed shred today as i had to go into the office midday! X

I just have a normal office job. not really allowed to say where lol which is stupid but it's for the government. I want the change im so sick.

me either have a massive bloated belly just wanna have my tea and have a cuppa x
 
Food diary:

Breakfast fruit 0pp

Lunch: grilled chicken, pesto pasta, little bit of cheese and salad 10pp iv counted it at

Snack: skinny latte and ww hot choc mixed (beaut!!!) 3pp

13/26 so 13 left for dinner with my dad this evening!

mmmmm dinner sounds nice. how much pesto did you use? x
 
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