Well guys i am literally all e-bayed out!
At least if it sells its less to move! When we get back to Swindon tomorrow we are going to do the same!
We have loads of things in storage and its been a long time since I have seen a lot of it!
I have memory boxes at my mums and at mine for Cole and we had a good cry! We are going to walk to the cemetry tomorrow to go and see him before we leave!
Me and Jase had a good talk about kids again and have decided as soon as i hit 15 stone we are going to try again, hope fully this time it will result in a healthy pregnancy with a healthy baby to follow!
I wish there was some miracle to lose the weight over night so i can fulfill our dream faster, i feel that i am holding him back. He wants to be a daddy again so much.
I want to be a mummy again but i can't go through with another premature birth or miscarriage! My body is too fat and not healthy enough to carry!
My god i do babble.
Katy xxx