kaz`s diary

[sonkie]

Awww hun you have every right to feel sad, you have done so well after going through what you have.

Well done the tracker looks great !

 

[jane]

i'll be thinking about you tomorrow.Where areyou letting the balloon off?
Stick to the shakes if you can & you'llbeproud of your self,If you can't then just tell your self ot was an exceptional day & when it's past get straight back tothe SSing.
You're stronger than you think

 

[kazbro]

thanks jane and sonkie

jane were going up the long mynd and letting craigs balloon go when we get to the top
we can see it float for miles from up there
plus were closer to heaven that high up

what ever happens tomorrow i am not waining of the ss
i need to do this more than ever if only for the children i have here with me now

thanks for your support ladies
kaz xxxx

 

[sonkie]

You are such a strong lady. I am in awe of you !
Hope it is a lovely clear day for you tomorrow so you can see your balloon for as long as possible.

 

[minilady]

Hi Kaz

Be thinking of you all tomorrow :hug99:

I got a special candle today to go on Kim's cake along with her own candles.

Tracey
x

 

[jane]

what a lovely place to let the balloon off.
I think the long mynd is a spiritual place, ancient & atmospheric.

Good for you for sticking to cd through this,I'm sure you won't regret it.

Here's wishing you a peaceful week ahead

 

[kazbro]

week 5
day 5

morning
thanks jane it was lovley up there and the balloon went up and up till it dissapeared i`m sure he caught hold of it

anyway woke up with a banging head and feeling very tired
think emotionally i`m exhausted but physically i am o.k

hardly drank yesterday maybe 3 pints which is bad so drinking like a fish today

got auntie flows started today so hopefully by wednesday they wont affect my weight loss

big weigh in wednesday i`m excited as i feel even slimmer

got a bit of a cough aswell today but again think it is just the effects of the weekend

will catch up with everyones diaries later

thanks to all who pm`d me and sent wishes to my angel

kaz

 

[jane]

hope the headache settles as you get the water back up to level.
it's v easy to get a bit dry on thi diet as we forget how much waer is in normal food & of course we don't get any of it.
I'm on day 2 of a mild/mod migraine & noy sure what caused it but inadequate wateris always onthe suspect list.

you'll need a rest too the WE's emotions will have drained everyone.

 

[kazbro]

week 5
day 7


well its here again
weigh in tonight
still feel so so tired but only on second day of auntie flows so that doesn`t help
hoping my cd`s scales are kind to me mine show i haven`t lost much this week but we`ll see
dont think i`ve quite lost the 2 stone yet but almost there
i`m betting maybe 25lb now that would be great

had to go to town everyday this week for something or other so been buisy not really had time to rest much
brain still feels muzzy i really hope i get that great feeling back soon

been so tempted this week came so close to eating but still managed to hold back with the help of the kids
told them to shout if they see me with food in my hand
and they did :giggle:

feel all bloaty and yuk usual symptoms of af`s but wish one month they would pass unnoticed and make us feel good

got no: 3 son home today
came home yesterday feeling yuk said can i go to bed and that`s where he stayed till this morning
didn`t even put the telly on in his room so must be ill
he`s now up and laying on the sofa with gemma

right need to make me shake and get drinking this water have been naughty the last few days

kaz

 

[kazbro]

:bliss: :bliss: :bliss:
arty0011: arty0011: arty0011: arty0011: arty0011: arty0011: arty0011:
woohooo 3lb off
23lb in total in 5 weeks
yeeeeeeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


kaz

 

[natpot]

That's brilliant - bet you are chuffed Well done for resisting the temptations this week, especially given what week it was. Didn't really know what to post on Sunday but was thinking of you:hug99: all day.
Nat
x

 

[MadamDotty]

Wow Kaz - that's fantastic, you're a star

 

[jane]

Brilliant.

3lbs is excellent!!!

Same time same place next week for some more of the same?

 

[kazbro]

week 6
day 2

hi all
not much to tell
feeling a litte poorly
got headache and so so tired
doesn`t help that little girls wake you up at 2am and wont go back to sleep

still going strong on ss
clothes getting baggier
and skin still not to bad, comes and goes the spots

feel in a ho hum mood :sigh:

bored bored bored

ah well half term next week so will be run ragged with em all at home :thinking2: must think of things to do with em all


post soon
kaz

 

[kazbro]

well i`m going to talk load
of dribble now
anything to keep away from their dinner

thank heavens for minimins
today i chatted to some friends on the phone all congratulated me on my loss so far
that helped me heaps and by the end of the 3rd call my head was swelling with pride

still feel tired so maybe get an early night if possible and if gemma wakes tonight i`m sending hubby to sort her out

after my shower this morning i looked at myself in the mirror and my fat is really wobbly now

it`s like it`s loosening up and not hard anymore
shame about me boobies they are looking sorry for themselves there o.k in a bra but once let loose they have a will of there own and hang like 2 deflated balloons

still can sort all my saggy bits once i`m thin

hubby says he loves me what ever i look like

bless him :hug99:

definetly find walking easier especially up the hill to our house
dont need oxygen half way up now
in fact i walk quicker aswell

step son is off to the TT races in the isle of man tomorrow he`ll be away 2 weeks
hope he rides carefully he`s like a super human tornado when hes on his bike

well i`ve waffled enough think i`ve got over my wanting of food and am now happy to go make my shake

another tea time conquered

kaz

 

[sonkie]

Rofl...looks like me this...!

 

[kazbro]

week6
day 3

morning all
hubby has gone out for the day so just me and the kids today
have to go food shopping and tidy up here
nothing much else planned

if the sun stays out i might try and do some weeding
dr who tonight and grease is the word so i`m happy
might make a mixa,mouuse for a treat instead of just a shake

got to get my brain in gear and start sorting the house out got loads to do

right 1st shake here i come
think i`ll have my fave strawberry

kaz

 

[sonkie]

Well I have been up for an hour and the sun was out now there is a big dark cloud.........I wanted to hang my washing out.....oh well.

 

[kazbro]

forecast storms here this weekend
usual bank holiday

 

[jane]

week 6
day 2

hi all
not much to tell
feeling a litte poorly
got headache and so so tired
doesn`t help that little girls wake you up at 2am and wont go back to sleep

still going strong on ss
clothes getting baggier
and skin still not to bad, comes and goes the spots

feel in a ho hum mood :sigh:

bored bored bored

ah well half term next week so will be run ragged with em all at home :thinking2: must think of things to do with em all


post soon
kaz

Hope the headache settles.
Are the spots clearing on the whole rather than getting worse?
enjoy the boredom while you can...there won't be time for ti next week ha ha

after my shower this morning i looked at myself in the mirror and my fat is really wobbly now

somwhere on the site there was a discussoin about this.
seems we all get it & someone has coined the term
Jiggly -puff' to describe it!

it`s like it`s loosening up and not hard anymore
shame about me boobies they are looking sorry for themselves there o.k in a bra but once let loose they have a will of there own and hang like 2 deflated balloons

Moi aussi:cry:

still can sort all my saggy bits once i`m thin

hubby says he loves me what ever i look like

bless him :hug99:

Quite right too.Mine was even a bit anxious at the start, but proudly tells people how good i've been & calls me his mini-me ...bless (as they say)

definetly find walking easier especially up the hill to our house
dont need oxygen half way up now
in fact i walk quicker aswell

step son is off to the TT races in the isle of man tomorrow he`ll be away 2 weeks
hope he rides carefully he`s like a super human tornado when hes on his bike

Scarey

well i`ve waffled enough think i`ve got over my wanting of food and am now happy to go make my shake

another tea time conquered

kaz

so the 'waffling' worked...goodie.
Score: Waffle 1..... Kiddie supper 0

Rofl...looks like me this...!

No it Does Not!!!!!!

week6
day 3

morning all
hubby has gone out for the day so just me and the kids today
have to go food shopping and tidy up here
nothing much else planned

if the sun stays out i might try and do some weeding
dr who tonight and grease is the word so i`m happy
might make a mixa,mouuse for a treat instead of just a shake

got to get my brain in gear and start sorting the house out got loads to do

right 1st shake here i come
think i`ll have my fave strawberry

kaz

I love the mix a mousse...something to get the jaws working on ,if only a bit.

Well I have been up for an hour and the sun was out now there is a big dark cloud.........I wanted to hang my washing out.....oh well.

trying to hang out the washing.....so that's why it's all wet outside 7 i can't getto the veg plot!!HUH