Thanks everyone for your support. It means a lot to me and also keeps me going.
Well I been 100% on track since friday. Doing kickstart and finding it quiet hard but I'm sticking with it cause I really don't want to see a hugh gain on the 5th jan.
I'm really worried about my little one at the moment. She all of a sudden have a fever which started yesterday. At the moment its at 38.3 degrees, I've been giving her Calpol and it only drops at bit to 37.1, then goes right back up again. Tomorrow would make day 3 and if it doesn't break by then I'll take her to the gp on Tuesday morning. She had a high temp before but it never passed 37.5, so I'm really worried. The only reason I'm not 100% panicing is she is eating and drinking as normal and she is 90% her normal self but you can see it in her eyes she is not well. She hasnt been sleeping well at all last night. Most of the day yesterday she would only go to sleep on me or her daddy, everytime we put her down she would wake. So she getting lots of extra cuddles now.
Hope everyone's having a lovely relaxing Sunday.