Day 9!!! Well yesterday I let myself down...YET AGAIN...why do I keep doing it?! I got in at about 8pm, having only had 1 shake at 10am (because I forgot to take a spare to work). I was starving, I had been going good drinking the water at work, but then also left my water bottle at work so hadn't drunk anything all evening as I was driving around running errands. So I was starving when I got in and the first thing that came in my eye line was a quiche in the fridge I'd baked for H2B's packed lunch. And I had a slice! Pastry and all....
Then made myself a tomato shake, like a good girl and made a vanilla shake up with the mousse mix and popped it in the fridge.
I didn't drink any water that evening and I think I had 3 coffees? Well I'm meant to be on SS this week, so shouldnt be having any milk at all. So all in all, was a bad end to the day.
I think I am going to buy full fat milk on the way home so that I wont have any coffee, we have skimmed at the minute and Im more likely to tell myself its ok to have just the one cup. But if I only have full fat, I wont. I hope!
I am only through 1 pint of water so far today, so a bit behind. Now going down on my break for some porridge and to get a water top up. I haven't had a coffee yet today and I am going to try not to.
The scales have stayed the same the last 3 days and I don't like that one little bit. I am struggling to find the money to do the diet, so I can't waste it by letting myself down like this. The first target is 30lbs by May when I go to this family do with my H2B. So I have to stay focused!