YOUUU HOO ;-)) I am here!
Sts, no change in weightloss, I expected a gain as star weekend. Had major flip out fri evening ;-( I have been a good dukaneer, planned meals but was going out fri, twas a pv day I was a bit irritable, had usual turkey rashers,egg,toms x 2 tiny and mushrooms for bfast about 10, had day off too, was busy though me and hubby were sorting stuff and doing diy, then dyed my hair .
Lunch was mackerel salad, small bowl salad one 1/2 piece mackerel, pint water then cuppa and muffin. Tea at 6pm was 3 mushrooms, 3/4 green pepper slices an loads of chicken , chinese 5 spice and diet coke, it wasnt loads I am not sure I ate enough, I wasnt hungry and felt off food... I went to find summin to wear, tried loads on, YES I could see my clothes were loose, I even found one blouse that done up but looked awful, muffin top! Anyway oh came in when i was all stressed and I bit his head off, I felt a bit dizzy and sick when getting changed, then I had terrible period pain, anyhow I decided I really wasnt feeling at all sociable, so put my jim jams on and watched tv.
This is different from normal, usually i feel arsey for a day or so b4 my star arrives! I feel ok emotionally today, am in loads pain but some months are like that an it doesnt last long. So hubby was peed off we didnt go out but there will be other nites;-/
Not having anything that fit me apart from the same old same old really got to me, its so stupid, but it really mattered at the time. I really didnt want to go out an spoil all my hard work,I wanna give it a bit longer b4 I do that! I also wanted to look good but didnt feel it.
Felt great today though!!
Have made a lovely tea, was gonna get steak, hubby n kids to have steak panninis me just steak, anyhow steak was expensive for 5 of us, so bought a silverside joint, actually i bought 2, £6 each in tesco, they had it in panninis with chips and salad, I had sliced steak, ff yog & mustard sauce, a dolop of reduced sugar tom ketchup and a tiny shred of spring onion, also had 8 large prawns and ate the lot with my fingers much to hubbys disgust! i really enjoyed it esp the ketchup.
This morning we went into town, took dd's friend and my hubby and youngest son came. After shopping they were all hungry and went to mcd's I can proudly say I WENT INTO MCD'S AND ATE MACKEREL HAHAHa I went into waitrose opposite and that was the only thing i could find, grabbed that and bottle of water, looked at nice hams but they all had added sugar, so did cooked chicken ;/ First time ever been in mcds and not had their food! The smell was lovely,I got up to go to toilet, when i came back hubby said ur bum looks well nice in those jeans ;-) the kids were suitably embarrased!!! These are my jeans I havent worn before as i bought them and they never fit yeyyyyy , I have defo lost weight off my rear, its not big anyway now it is bony on the chairs! Why cant it go off my belly and boobs first?!
Pv day tom, cooking roast pork dinner for family,I will have left over beef and veg, i have bought celariac but gotta have a look on here to see what to do with it! I have a cauli aswell, i really want cauli cheese!!!!!!! I would be happy with cauli and a bit of cheese melted ontop under grill but the only cheese we can have is quark isnt it? doubt that will go bubbly and brown ;-(