Laura's bit of everything diet!

Woo hoo congrates on the 3lb loss hun awesome and 2 and a half stone gone never to return again brilliant news :)

Glad your dads ok hope his spirits are lifting i'm sure you will get him in the right head space hun.

As for the pic of your bum, I will have to do the same as Im well chuffed with how mines coming on lmao I put a pair of my old jeans on yesterday over the pair i was wearing and just couldnt believe that my bum used to be that big and no one ever told me :eek: thats another photo i should do actually :) i'll have to work out how to add some pics on here.

Good luck for another week of shifting the weight you go girl xxx
 
Bum photos all round!!! I don't think my cam has a wide enough lens!!!! And I'm totally not coordinated enough!! But yay!! X
 
sapphirestara said:
Bum photos all round!!! I don't think my cam has a wide enough lens!!!! And I'm totally not coordinated enough!! But yay!! X
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Ooo this has made me chuckle lol xx
 
Good!!! X
 
AHHHH totally just had the best NSV everrrrrrrr

I was doing my full body moisturize before bed and normally there is a part of my back I cant reach, sort of in between my shoulder blades, because my arms/back are so fat. I did used to be able to do one arm over the shoulder and one arm under and get my fingers to touch. but that was when I was way thinner. and tonight, my fingers touched! YAY


Im sure that is very weird, but for me, its like ground breaking!
 
soooo checking in for the week.

It really has not been ideal.

Ive been driving back and forth to the hospital twice a day and Ive eat out most days in between the two visiting times (one in the afternoon and one in the eve) and I went on another date with Sam so that was a meal out and then yesterday it was my best friends birthday so another meal out. I also drank 4 nights this week, so way more often than normal, but less in quantity.

So yeah, seriously been no where near a diet plan. but because Ive been eating out a lot Ive been trying to eat less and healthier when I am eating at home, to make up for it! lol

flicking between 17 stone 3 and 4 this morning, so somehow I have managed to not put on. No idea, maybe the stress and not sleeping?

My gym keep texting me to tell me to get back there too, argggggghh. Its been like a month but I have no idea when Ill be able to get back there. Well actually I do, it will be after the 7th of may! lol I really miss swimming and I feel like Im losing all the toning that I achieved but I can start again. Just got to get through the next 23 days.

23 DAYS. FML.
hhahaha

Im off to write diss X
 
oh also, I saw photos of last night and it really upset me.

lost 2 1/2 stone and I still look disgustingly obese and 10x larger than everyone else - so far to go for it to actually show :(

I want to be 11 stone now lol
 
Babe. I do not believe that's how you look. You look absolutely beautiful from where we are! And someone you don't even know said you didn't even look 17st!! And it's true!!! Me on the other hand at the same weight...:still wearing a 20/22. Same size I was wearing 3stone ago!


Sam thinks your gorgeous!! And we all do.

Some unflattering photos! We all have them... You have more flattering then not mrs teeny bottom!

You've done a fab Jon given the stress of this week!!! Well done!!!!! PMA babe and I'm not normally one to advocate that! ;) xxxxx
 
eugh its just cos I have some level of body dismorphia, but not in a good way. I think I am way slimmer than I am and then when I see photos of my self, what I truly look like, its a long hard fall back to reality and it hurts me every time. Why do I not see myself the way I truly am?!

I am still wearing all my old clothes too, they just hang better. I do have a handful which are too big. I just have so long to go annnnnnd I just screwed up today by eating 600 cals worth of pork pie hahaha LAURA!! are you kidding me!?

brings my total to around 1100 and I have yet to eat my mothers roast. So I will be eating as little as possible the rest of today and try to pull it back tmrw.

Just using my essay as an excuse which it really isnt!
 
Firstly :bighug: hun.

You are amazing, and your coping so well with everything thats going on in life at the moment! You may have eaten out more etc BUT you havent fallen off the wagon and you have made a concious effort to eat better and less at home to account for this so please dont be to hard on yourself. All the trips to hospital etc must be taking its toll but you havent once thought of using it as a excuse to go and eat rubbish etc again you are amazing!

As for the photos go back and look at your cheeky bum pic and try telling us that you cant see a difference :) I think with us all that have a lot of weight to lose it takes longer for us to see the changes hun. Ive lost the same as you and some days I can walk past the mirror and see it and then other days its like looking at myself 4 months ago, the fact is you are 2 and a half stone lighter, you have altered phsically and you have lost inches yes we still have a way to go BUT we can see the changes in you and the tape measure can aswell.

I bet if you put the photos next to ones from the start of the year you would see just how much of a difference all your hard work has made.

You are beautiful, strong, amazing and SHRINKING every day! Believe in how far you have come and just how far your going to go.

Love ya xxx
 
Shrinking everyday! Love it.



And P. who ate me!! I feel like that EVERY DAY!!!!!!!!
 
Hi ladies.

Laura you no way no how look your weight! You look fab in pics and always wear such lovely clothes that suit you so don't feel down about it.

We do clothes swaps at work and a girl who is twice the size of me said that she would bring in some clothes for me to look at as I'm the only one they would fit :( :( this really brought into question my self image and I felt pants. I felt validated by others though who pointed out that was her not me. Phew!

I feel the same when I look at pics though, when sober I try hide the double chins and the bingo wings but as I have more drinks the pictures get worse. If only people took pre drink pictures haha xx
 
Perpleo said:
i have the same thing
i look in the mirror sometimes and think hmm not to bad and then i see photos and im like eughh whos this girl who ate me
but then most of the time i just avoid the mirror lol
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sameeeee then I realise Im the girl who ate me lol. I just look like this round blob with a head stuck on top. its so gross lol
madmuppet said:
Firstly :bighug: hun.

You are amazing, and your coping so well with everything thats going on in life at the moment! You may have eaten out more etc BUT you havent fallen off the wagon and you have made a concious effort to eat better and less at home to account for this so please dont be to hard on yourself. All the trips to hospital etc must be taking its toll but you havent once thought of using it as a excuse to go and eat rubbish etc again you are amazing!

As for the photos go back and look at your cheeky bum pic and try telling us that you cant see a difference :) I think with us all that have a lot of weight to lose it takes longer for us to see the changes hun. Ive lost the same as you and some days I can walk past the mirror and see it and then other days its like looking at myself 4 months ago, the fact is you are 2 and a half stone lighter, you have altered phsically and you have lost inches yes we still have a way to go BUT we can see the changes in you and the tape measure can aswell.

I bet if you put the photos next to ones from the start of the year you would see just how much of a difference all your hard work has made.

You are beautiful, strong, amazing and SHRINKING every day! Believe in how far you have come and just how far your going to go.

Love ya xxx
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Thanks hun, I know in weight and inches that I am losing but the problem is that it really doesnt show. or not enough to make me happy. but then I am morbidly obese. I have to accept that 2 1/2 stone is really not going to make that much of a dent. Just got to keep plowing through.


Lucy_B said:
Hi ladies.

Laura you no way no how look your weight! You look fab in pics and always wear such lovely clothes that suit you so don't feel down about it.

We do clothes swaps at work and a girl who is twice the size of me said that she would bring in some clothes for me to look at as I'm the only one they would fit :( :( this really brought into question my self image and I felt pants. I felt validated by others though who pointed out that was her not me. Phew!

I feel the same when I look at pics though, when sober I try hide the double chins and the bingo wings but as I have more drinks the pictures get worse. If only people took pre drink pictures haha xx
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Thing is lucy I dont post the horrible pics! lol There is one from new years that makes me want to die! I might post it up and then one of how I look now and see what you think. Also I have been taking underwear pics the whole way. May post them to see if you can all see a difference, not sure if I am ready for you all to see that yet. lol

Always hard when people are like that, I hope you told her to bugger off :p

Perpleo said:
i love looking at the progression of photos through out the night
me and my friends take photos all night and dont show them to each other ( sounds creepy)
and if you try and see them they just say "youll see them when you're tagged in them"

then you wake up the next day with a hangover and then check fb and feel worse lol
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Oh god, this is like my worst nightmare ever.... hhaha I hate seeing what gets posted. Im always the drunkest too! lol
 
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so this was this new year and I hate this photo

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and this was the new year before (2012) - this photo makes me want to die haha.

I cried when I saw it - because I just dont feel like that!
 
Okay so being brave and just doing it.

This is the first underwear shot I took and I think I'm not even at my heaviest here. 1/2-1 stone down already. This makes me so sad lol

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And this was yesterday



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Obviously I can see it in my tummy but no where else!
 
mybodyisacage said:
<img src="http://www.minimins.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=86613"/>

so this was this new year and I hate this photo

<img src="http://www.minimins.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=86614"/>

and this was the new year before (2012) - this photo makes me want to die haha.

I cried when I saw it - because I just dont feel like that!
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You do not look like this any more x
 
mybodyisacage said:
Okay so being brave and just doing it.

This is the first underwear shot I took and I think I'm not even at my heaviest here. 1/2-1 stone down already. This makes me so sad lol

<img src="http://www.minimins.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=86619"/>

And this was yesterday

<img src="http://www.minimins.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=86622"/>

Obviously I can see it in my tummy but no where else!
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I can!!!? Totally!!!! Thighs, boobs, stomach.....! Everywhere! U look fantastic! X
 
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