Thanks girls. I'm beyond happy but I am fecking knackered lol. I haven't slept in days. I was getting all geared up to sleep tonight and was feeding Ellen when she choked on her bottle. She went completely red and blue around her lips. I had to nearly tip her upsidedown and really slap her back to get her to breath. Seemed like ages till she cried and then threw up her entire drink. I am scared now to take my eyes off her. She was doing that in hospital too because she was full of mucus but I thought she was over it!! Probably won't happen again but now I'm nervous.
Anyway hope all is well with everyone else. I'm trying to keep track of all the threads, just about reading them. I'll reply once I can form a complete thought xx