LeaE's Jelly Wobble
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therealbbe
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LeaE said:
Every day lovely every day we will push you xxxxx
LeaE
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Well nearly got another day done x and from this day forth I'm so busy with work and stuff so looks like it will be a fast week for me ! Kids all showered after swimming and had to drop lillie off at pizza hit for her friends bday god that was harsh not because I was hungry but the smell was Devine and the cheese on the freshly baked pizza looked amazing ! Thank god I didn't have to stay not saying I would have cheated as that would have been pointless but wow I gotta admit I miss the socialness of going out for a meal and the just eating whatever I fancy but that's why I'm so fat isn't it ! She still isn't back yet but the min she is they are off to bed and I'm going to have a long soak in the warmest bubbliest bath mmmmmmmm and I think an early night is in order for me !
My poor mum was in a mega mood today and she has cheated on her diet and considering she is doing ww I was abit disappointed in her because it's not like she can't have treats as she self admits she has stacks of points ! Tried to talk to her about ways she can sort her downfalls but she just said excuse after excuse and I just couldn't say anymore ! I went to the pound shop at parkgate and bought her £20 of crisps and chocolate and treats from the ww range and gave them her and said if yr going to binge then do so at least on these with the hope that 1 they are a lower fat alternative and they are already pointed up so might make her think twice when she's eating them x I wish she wasn't like this because maybe I would have had a better attitude towards food now ! And I feel guilty saying that but it's just how I feel not so much blaming her but it's just so annoying ! I'm so glad we don't live together now and my heads in the game because it would be so much harder without that distance from her eating habits. She reckons she is a size 16 and about 15st but her body shape is different to mine and she's shorter than me so looks so different ! All my adult life I have been loads fatter than her and it isn't a competition but I can't wait to be the same or lighter than her because I get so much crap off her about my weight !
It did get me thinking though about my journey and what route to take ?!? Do I stick on cd until I'm down to a healthy bmi like 10stone or do I do it until I'm about 13st then go up the steps and join a diet like ww or slimming world ! When I'm at my goal do I try and regulate my own eating or do I restrict my diet to that of a plan kcal counting or ww to try and re train my eating habits or will I be strong enough to do that myself after working so hard to get there ! What I do know is I will have to weigh once a week to keep me online and make sure I don't go more than 5lbs over my set weight and never allow myself to buy bigger clothes as otherwise it could spiral into more x
My poor mum was in a mega mood today and she has cheated on her diet and considering she is doing ww I was abit disappointed in her because it's not like she can't have treats as she self admits she has stacks of points ! Tried to talk to her about ways she can sort her downfalls but she just said excuse after excuse and I just couldn't say anymore ! I went to the pound shop at parkgate and bought her £20 of crisps and chocolate and treats from the ww range and gave them her and said if yr going to binge then do so at least on these with the hope that 1 they are a lower fat alternative and they are already pointed up so might make her think twice when she's eating them x I wish she wasn't like this because maybe I would have had a better attitude towards food now ! And I feel guilty saying that but it's just how I feel not so much blaming her but it's just so annoying ! I'm so glad we don't live together now and my heads in the game because it would be so much harder without that distance from her eating habits. She reckons she is a size 16 and about 15st but her body shape is different to mine and she's shorter than me so looks so different ! All my adult life I have been loads fatter than her and it isn't a competition but I can't wait to be the same or lighter than her because I get so much crap off her about my weight !
It did get me thinking though about my journey and what route to take ?!? Do I stick on cd until I'm down to a healthy bmi like 10stone or do I do it until I'm about 13st then go up the steps and join a diet like ww or slimming world ! When I'm at my goal do I try and regulate my own eating or do I restrict my diet to that of a plan kcal counting or ww to try and re train my eating habits or will I be strong enough to do that myself after working so hard to get there ! What I do know is I will have to weigh once a week to keep me online and make sure I don't go more than 5lbs over my set weight and never allow myself to buy bigger clothes as otherwise it could spiral into more x
demonp
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Hi all. Have just had a terrifying day! Nearly 3 year old son had really bad night last night. Went to nursery who called to say if had temp. Hubby went to pick him up but was unhappy with his breathing so took him to Dr. I finished work and agreed to meet at Dr got there and they were already in so i waited. Then i heard a Dr talking to receptionist saying get the ambulance here on blue lights now. I just knew they were talking about my boy. They saw me go white and took me through. Long story short-trip to hospital-long wait, diagnosed with some kind of virus affecting his lungs. Has to have an inhaler till cleared. So,no sleep, no food since 645 this morning and worried sick. However, now got him home-still worried as he's not settling but hopefully will get better soon. On a plus, had wi-lost 7lbs. 23lbs in 5 weeks. What a day! X
LeaE
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demonp said:
Oh Jesus I'm so sorry it's awful when it's yr baby I really feel for u u must have be numb with terror x so glad he is home and hope he's better soon x hugs and kisses to u and him x wow 7lbs is amazing in week 5 that's great well done you x x you have done so fab and it must have been so hard today to stick to with the worry and the no shakes but well done for sticking in there I'm so proud of u x keep us updated on yr baby x hope he's ok x
cambridge newby
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Thats exactly what i was thinking of doing, getting down to 13stone and joining weighwatchers with my 2 sisters and a friend, but looking at all those amazing pictures of people who has stuck it out and done it correctly is sensational!!! what to do...? 
Think ill just keep on loosing then hopefully ill know when i come to that hurdle................ BY THe WAY may i say Your weight loss is fantastic and your mum should be proud of you, also CD is an emotional and very stricted weight loss journey, if i wer your mum, i wouldnt talk about my food related blips and be very proud that youve changed your mind set and you would be an insperation to anybody out there wanting to loose weight .....Well done and keep up the good work....Fantastico!!!!!
Think ill just keep on loosing then hopefully ill know when i come to that hurdle................ BY THe WAY may i say Your weight loss is fantastic and your mum should be proud of you, also CD is an emotional and very stricted weight loss journey, if i wer your mum, i wouldnt talk about my food related blips and be very proud that youve changed your mind set and you would be an insperation to anybody out there wanting to loose weight .....Well done and keep up the good work....Fantastico!!!!!
cambridge newby
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eeeeee.... thats awful hun, i hope he is ok xx <<<<HUGS>>>
LeaE
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cambridge newby said:Thats exactly what i was thinking of doing, getting down to 13stone and joining weighwatchers with my 2 sisters and a friend, but looking at all those amazing pictures of people who has stuck it out and done it correctly is sensational!!! what to do...?
Thank u hunny that's a really nice reply x really made me smile actually x yeah I'm going to stick with it until
I can't anymore and just take it from there as I don't know where there will actually be lol x how are u getting on so far ?
cambridge newby
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Your welcome, reading about your journey spurs me on!! and i think a little like you too......
Its going great this time round, totally dun in last week having to come off it, its nearly my 3rd weigh in and im back to square one!! But its a learning curve, one which im SURE ill not be doing twice!!! LOL
Did u have any of the flavourings the first week...Your weight loss is sooooooooooo insperational tht i would love to kno....well done you!!!
LeaE
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I had the veg water additive a few times spesh when on nights if it stops u caving in I think have it because once u eat it's hard to stop x yr welcome here anytime for love support or a kick up the booty just post and let us all know how u get on x I'm so glad someone thinks like me because I swear I'm crazy lol x
cambridge newby
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BAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA.... we all a little crazy!!!
I would rather have tht small drink and a chewing gum than...(WHATEVER IS IN SITE!!!) to consume...hehehehe....Its great talking on here, im just getting used to the settings and recieved my avatar today...weheyyyy!! so thers some extra positivity to add to my weight loss.......................Thanks for chatting youve made my day!!!! Stay focused and strong ... or in the words of the jedi................ MAKE THE SHAKE BE WITH YOU!!!
omg!!! hahahahah..............Sorry ive been saying to myself all day, my brain amusing itself without food, who would of thought!! ahhahahaha..........
LeaE
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cambridge newby said:BAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA.... we all a little crazy!!!
I would rather have tht small drink and a chewing gum than...(WHATEVER IS IN SITE!!!) to consume...hehehehe....Its great talking on here, im just getting used to the settings and recieved my avatar today...weheyyyy!! so thers some extra positivity to add to my weight loss.......................Thanks for chatting youve made my day!!!! Stay focused and strong ... or in the words of the jedi................ MAKE THE SHAKE BE WITH YOU!!!
omg!!! hahahahah..............Sorry ive been saying to myself all day, my brain amusing itself without food, who would of thought!! ahhahahaha..........
Ha ha ha ha that good v good x Oiy u can't say bye yr part of my thread now x
cambridge newby
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heheheheh.....thread sounds sooo slim, love the jargan on here!!
cambridge newby
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Your diary is fab!!! How do i start my own diary, i love to moan on vlcd too!!!!
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