LeaE's Jelly Wobble

[vadey]

Hi Lea x
Bless you for your kind words am def looking to go for gold so I'm in it to win it ! Sorry am full of cheesy sayings ;-) pleased we can help each other hope my diary isn't too boring but I have tried to be honest in it . And it's so nice to have other people encouraging you and we are similar weights so am here to stay (sits down on the sofa )
I started on Monday so day 5 for me the Hunger pangs are not as bad I find I'm on here an awful lot at the moment lol .. I have to keep reading diaries like your Lea where you ve gone through it and come out the other end . I ve done CD before its only cost that I'm doing S&s now so I know once I get in the zone I can do it !
Zesty x thank you too for your kind words much appreciated I do forget how far I ve come Sorry if I'm stalking you ssshhh the others won't know ;-)
So my lovely Lea I will spk soon x

Welcome missis! I be re/ started too with a little ss meal at the min. Lovely thread this with lots of support x

 

[Zest for Life]

It's fine my diary is not exclusive and is a free for all x any help to anyone is always welcome xxx how are u getting on x

Lol that's ok then, just saw how well Katie has done so far and hadn't realised when she posted on my diary, how far she had already come. Such an amazing loss already! Hope she stays and teaches goal
I'm sort of mucking around a bit, my losses show it, but still 16lbs down so better than ww just making it harder for myself! Katie read my diary and I thought omg, it's not inspiring and just full of stupid banter! But she saw the funny side I think?! Maybe that's why no one visits mine lol cos it's bit mad ! everyone scared to post!
Your doing well, but tbh everytime you post a pic I just look at your hair! It's gorgeous! But well done your in the zone and from your earlier posts you seem in a much better place xxx

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[vadey]

Just about to watch secret eaters! X

 

[LeaE]

Ah I'm all warm and fuzzy that u guys like my thread lol on a serious note yes I think we most defo all have something to offer each other and should stick together on this lol

 

[Katierose]

Definitely sticking around x x
Hi to Vadey too pleased to meet you
Am watching tv but will prob go to bed soon I do find it stops me thinking about food in these early days . Hope you have. A Gd night and spk v soon ladies x

 

[LeaE]

Lol that's ok then, just saw how well Katie has done so far and hadn't realised when she posted on my diary, how far she had already come. Such an amazing loss already! Hope she stays and teaches goal
I'm sort of mucking around a bit, my losses show it, but still 16lbs down so better than ww just making it harder for myself! Katie read my diary and I thought omg, it's not inspiring and just full of stupid banter! But she saw the funny side I think?! Maybe that's why no one visits mine lol cos it's bit mad ! everyone scared to post!
Your doing well, but tbh everytime you post a pic I just look at your hair! It's gorgeous! But well done your in the zone and from your earlier posts you seem in a much better place xxx

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Ah thank u love x I have read yes and it is funny and sorry yr finding it hard but u will get there I just don't post on yrs as u have such strong friendships I feel I was intruding but I should apologise really because I should have posted to let u know yr doing well so sorry love x you know u can post here anytime and stess out moan or sparkle at yr weigh ins yr doing great as trying is half the battle x hope to speak soon good luck lea x ps thank u about the hair lol x

 

[Zest for Life]

Ah thank u love x I have read yes and it is funny and sorry yr finding it hard but u will get there I just don't post on yrs as u have such strong friendships I feel I was intruding but I should apologise really because I should have posted to let u know yr doing well so sorry love x you know u can post here anytime and stess out moan or sparkle at yr weigh ins yr doing great as trying is half the battle x hope to speak soon good luck lea x ps thank u about the hair lol x

Those two just follow me around causing havoc! But I can see why people dont post lol. Was bit surprised to have Katie posting, but she dies know me already from another thread so knows I'm not quite as mad as I seem. I done cd begord
but this time

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[LeaE]

Definitely sticking around x x
Hi to Vadey too pleased to meet you
Am watching tv but will prob go to bed soon I do find it stops me thinking about food in these early days . Hope you have. A Gd night and spk v soon ladies x

Night love see u tomoz x sweet dreams x

 

[Daisy65]

I agree - everyone has something to offer and we all need some support on this diet which is fab but at times hellish. We may be at different stages but we are all travelling the same road.
Lea - I haven't turned argumentative but I do have to fight bouts of misery which I find odd as all I ever wanted was to be slim so I should be happy about losing weight. The forum has always seen me through the dark times.
Anyway, moaning over!

 

[Zest for Life]

Those two just follow me around causing havoc! But I can see why people dont post lol. Was bit surprised to have Katie posting, but she does iknow me already from another thread so knows I'm not quite as mad as I seem. I done cd before
but this time harder.
But l get there, We all will x




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[Zest for Life]

Lol my mob keeps cutting out and posting soz xxx

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[LeaE]

I agree - everyone has something to offer and we all need some support on this diet which is fab but at times hellish. We may be at different stages but we are all travelling the same road.
Lea - I haven't turned argumentative but I do have to fight bouts of misery which I find odd as all I ever wanted was to be slim so I should be happy about losing weight. The forum has always seen me through the dark times.
Anyway, moaning over!

Not sure why that was argumentative or moaning love x I'm not sure about anyone else but u know from my diary I bloody do x one min I'm do happy and think yes I see this I see it's working the next min I'm miserable unhappy fed up I feel fat useless ugly crap ! My body sometimes looks awful x I may be losing weight but my stretch marks are showing with my loosening skin my arms are more wobbly my bottom bit of my stomach and legs won't shrink and it makes me angry and down x yr not on yr own with it if that's what u were on about and cd does my bloody head in sometimes I hate it but then I also love it too x hope this helps and you know I'm here and so are everyone else if u feel really down or really happy that's why we are all on here to support each other x hope this helps xx

 

[Daisy65]

Thanks Lea - I think that the downside of the diet is the way it plays with your mind but I figure it will be worth it as I would be seriously miserable if I screwed it up and I know that once I'm slim I will be so happy!
I have also become fixated with the wobbly bits (particularly bingo wings!) but, as I keep reading, it takes a whole for your skin to catch up and when I stand back and look in a long mirror from a yard or so, the wobbly bits don't look so bad!
On a positive note a client came in today and asked me is she could speak to me! I said, but it's me and she said that she had not recognised me because I had lost so much weight! So I feel good today!
x

 

[LeaE]

Thanks Lea - I think that the downside of the diet is the way it plays with your mind but I figure it will be worth it as I would be seriously miserable if I screwed it up and I know that once I'm slim I will be so happy!
I have also become fixated with the wobbly bits (particularly bingo wings!) but, as I keep reading, it takes a whole for your skin to catch up and when I stand back and look in a long mirror from a yard or so, the wobbly bits don't look so bad!
On a positive note a client came in today and asked me is she could speak to me! I said, but it's me and she said that she had not recognised me because I had lost so much weight! So I feel good today!
x

Whhhoooppppp result that is so great I'm so impressed x bet u were on cloud nine x it's things like that that make u love cd to bits isn't it and keep u on track but with every high there is a low and I suppose that's why we ate here to make them lows abit more bearable x
I have OCD on wobbly bits the numbers on scales minis and clothes size ! Isn't it mental that all these things have become paramount in my life lol crazy diet but brill if u can do it x roll on them slim and happy days x

 

[LeaE]

Well today has been ok x worked all day and I got through it despite lack of sleep x I had a bag of clothes given to me but I gave her £10 as i felt it needed a gesture all fit me fine except a top and a cardigan but they are hung up as an aim for items ! All I was given were tops cardigans and one black dress so I'm afraid the trouser situation isn't any better but oh well hey x can't moan can I and it's nice to have a few different items isn't it x
I survived fish and chips at my mums I tried the mushroom soup which in the whole isn't too bad but I gotta say I have decided I'm just not a soup lover however it's ok for a change and if I'm going to do this to the end then I'm sure the change from shakes will be welcome x me and the bf haven't seen each other really due to work which is nice as after last night I'm glad of the space and time spent with ppl in a more light hearted atmosphere than the serious one between me and him as I just can't be bothered to talk about it all right now x I'm off to bed now as I'm frozen and tired but I'm happy to say its my day off tomorrow but I really must clean my car inside and out as it has become a flying skip right now ! Not sure what else I have in store except I have promised to take the kids swimming so I better do that as they have been so good this holiday x I love having my girlies even if they are pains sometimes and my eldest told me she was proud of me today out of the blue for losing so much weight and she's only 8 I think that's beautiful ! But then followed it up with but I love u no matter how much u weigh mummy because you are the best xxxxx nicest compliment ever and made me really happy and really proud I do love her ! Lillie on the other hand had a wee on a toy potty at my mums !!!!! That is just so much typical lillie I had to tell her off but through giggles and smiles as Jesus !!!!! What kid does that she's 5 for crying out loud !!!!!!! I treat them tonight to pizza and movie night as we don't really order in since I started this diet ! Saved loads really over the past 9 weeks and if I'm honest wasn't really hard ! The food isn't my misery on this diet anymore it's the clothes the numbers on the scales and the wobbly but ! When I'm dressed I do look better but when I'm naked man ! I look awful my stretch marks are more prominent my flab more saggy so more noticeable and I think that's why I think I look just as fat sometimes and my legs are still just as fat if not worse because I'm still out of proportion ! I'm dying to officially be in them blasted 15s and I know it won't be this week so maybe next if I'm lucky but I can not express in words how much I want them on the cd scales ! I want a bmi of 30 but need to be 15 stone to get that and that's been my first target right from the beginning so trying I'm very trying to get there but god it seems to take ages when really 9 weeks isn't that long do far but on cd it's like 5 times that !
I know I moan alot and appear ungreatful and I'm not honest as anythings better than what I was but it's just I think and analyse these things every single day of my life so I'm really glad I don't have my scales anymore ! That could be such torture fir me x right off to sleep before I bore myself to death with moans and groans x

 

[vadey]

Well today has been ok x worked all day and I got through it despite lack of sleep x I had a bag of clothes given to me but I gave her £10 as i felt it needed a gesture all fit me fine except a top and a cardigan but they are hung up as an aim for items ! All I was given were tops cardigans and one black dress so I'm afraid the trouser situation isn't any better but oh well hey x can't moan can I and it's nice to have a few different items isn't it x
I survived fish and chips at my mums I tried the mushroom soup which in the whole isn't too bad but I gotta say I have decided I'm just not a soup lover however it's ok for a change and if I'm going to do this to the end then I'm sure the change from shakes will be welcome x me and the bf haven't seen each other really due to work which is nice as after last night I'm glad of the space and time spent with ppl in a more light hearted atmosphere than the serious one between me and him as I just can't be bothered to talk about it all right now x I'm off to bed now as I'm frozen and tired but I'm happy to say its my day off tomorrow but I really must clean my car inside and out as it has become a flying skip right now ! Not sure what else I have in store except I have promised to take the kids swimming so I better do that as they have been so good this holiday x I love having my girlies even if they are pains sometimes and my eldest told me she was proud of me today out of the blue for losing so much weight and she's only 8 I think that's beautiful ! But then followed it up with but I love u no matter how much u weigh mummy because you are the best xxxxx nicest compliment ever and made me really happy and really proud I do love her ! Lillie on the other hand had a wee on a toy potty at my mums !!!!! That is just so much typical lillie I had to tell her off but through giggles and smiles as Jesus !!!!! What kid does that she's 5 for crying out loud !!!!!!! I treat them tonight to pizza and movie night as we don't really order in since I started this diet ! Saved loads really over the past 9 weeks and if I'm honest wasn't really hard ! The food isn't my misery on this diet anymore it's the clothes the numbers on the scales and the wobbly but ! When I'm dressed I do look better but when I'm naked man ! I look awful my stretch marks are more prominent my flab more saggy so more noticeable and I think that's why I think I look just as fat sometimes and my legs are still just as fat if not worse because I'm still out of proportion ! I'm dying to officially be in them blasted 15s and I know it won't be this week so maybe next if I'm lucky but I can not express in words how much I want them on the cd scales ! I want a bmi of 30 but need to be 15 stone to get that and that's been my first target right from the beginning so trying I'm very trying to get there but god it seems to take ages when really 9 weeks isn't that long do far but on cd it's like 5 times that !
I know I moan alot and appear ungreatful and I'm not honest as anythings better than what I was but it's just I think and analyse these things every single day of my life so I'm really glad I don't have my scales anymore ! That could be such torture fir me x right off to sleep before I bore myself to death with moans and groans x

Night Hun x my son said mummy look at your fat belly! Onwards and upwArds!! The 15's are just around the corner! X

 

[vadey]

Woke up this morning after a terrible nights kip! Didn't go to sleep till one! Feeling lets get on this like a car bonnet!! First step! One pint of water! X

 

[LeaE]

Woke up this morning after a terrible nights kip! Didn't go to sleep till one! Feeling lets get on this like a car bonnet!! First step! One pint of water! X

Xxxx on it like gromit xxx

 

[kfirth]

Thank u x here I am ready for off x

Wow lea you look amazing well done lady!!!! I am having a tough time of it lately, completely fell off the wagon and been out of control for a couple of weeks! but am trying to pull through it! Today is a new day and feeling positive xxx

 

[LeaE]

Wow lea you look amazing well done lady!!!! I am having a tough time of it lately, completely fell off the wagon and been out of control for a couple of weeks! but am trying to pull through it! Today is a new day and feeling positive xxx

Well just think u have had a break now just to get back on it love I'm sure u will do great u have done good so far love please don't give up xxxxxxx


On other news ong the 50 shades of gray books are being made into a film !!!!!!!!! Who's coming with me ? Steven sooooo won't sit through that he won't even do the twilights with me x