Licking the Lid of Life....my esoteric diary

2lb down on Christmas morning. Happy crimbo everyone!! Love you all! Whoop whoop xxxx
 
The way I see it is that's a 3lb buffer for Xmas. :) yay.

Although I've eaten no where near as much as expected today!! Feel so full as I'm not used to volumes of food!!
 
Wednesday 13th Nov

WWASPE


Yes I can spell and yes I realise that these insects are not exactly abundant in November. So what is she on about now, I practically hear you sigh. Well actually its nothing to do with wasps or bees (Incidentally I like bees better, friendlier, not cuddly as such but just a little softer, rounder and altogether more Disney. I can't see A Wasp Movie receiving the same reception somehow). WWASPE is an idea I mentioned on the Christmas gains/maintains etc thread. It stands for What Would A Slim Person Eat. The bracelet works like the Christian WWJD bracelets (If you don't know google it - what am I? Your mum? ;)) so if I'm ever tempted this will, hopefully help me take the sensible route.

I'm thinking of flogging them on eBay. Who knows it could be the next Pandora.....

Do you sell these.. Great idea and a fantastic mind game remembering it... I'll buy one !!! x
 
Do you sell these.. Great idea and a fantastic mind game remembering it... I'll buy one !!! x

I did think of putting them in eBay for a laugh. Maybe ill do it in the new year!
 
Entrepreneurial for 2014 haha.
 
Maybe I will! If I do you guys will be the first to know!

I was actually sick today. I wasn't that bad with food but as my husband pointed out the picking whilst cooking and richer foods didn't help and I felt so so awful after lunch. In the end I gave in and stopped trying to keep it down.

Sorry for the TMI

I just said to him that one thing I have learnt over the last two days is its just not worth it. It's not worth that awful tight feeling in my tummy and the reflux and the GUILT!! I never believed all that people said about how your stomach shrinks etc but it must do!! In years gone by Id have eaten all that AND more for tea.

Plenty of green and mint tea for me tomorrow, a walk and some fresh air. Bleurgh I feel yuk!!!
 
I definitely can't eat like I used to and I used to BINGE big time.

I went for a walk this morning for damage limitation and I'm goin the gym after work tomorrow. Why do we do it to ourselves?!
 
I have NO idea but it's was so not worth it. I got very little pleasure from it and still found myself surreptitiously eating like I used to. So picking bits of meat whilst cutting it up alone in the kitchen etc etc. funny how old habits die hard. I am having a detox day today. We are away tomorrow to Sunday but my aunt, who we are staying with, eats like a sparrow anyway so I will be ok!!

I still ill maintain that food addiction is like alcohol addiction and that you are always in recovery. I have proven to myself that no, I can't just have a "little bit" and that the richness of it all just plays havoc.

On another note my husband succumbed and ate another entire tube of Pringles at around 7.30pm. Then he was sick at about 11pm. Karma.
 
Morning! I wouldn't have believed it either! I have only been dieting for 4 weeks but after a day of not counting, by Christmas night I felt terrible! Indigestion, IBS etc. up all night and slept most of yesterday :( ..I guess I have learnt my lesson anyway!

Hope you are feeling better now and enjoy your day! :)
 
I too am in recovery and do believe it's an addiction. I'm coming to the end of therapy now and I do believe that and sw has made me think more. I was sceptical about sw to begin with as you can have unlimited free food and telling that to me is no good but as ive changed my diet and included foods I wouldn't normally let myself, I haven't binged/purged for a good while.
Hope u r feeling much better today xx
 
I too have over indulged over the last two days, did I enjoy it ?.. at the moment yes, but after that the feeling of guilt, feeling sick and feeling bloated came over me.... Was it worth it.....NO !!!! so from today, this very moment, I'm back on track !!!! still dreading those scales Monday morning though :-( HAVE A GOOD ONE PEEPS xx
 
Friday 27th Dec

Sale Shopping

what an absolute crock that is. Each shop had about 8 items on each rail of rubbish you wouldn't buy at 90% off and all their good stuff, the new season non-sale stuff scattered appealingly close by. Mahoosive signs in the window:

50% off with "upto" in tiny letters in the bottom left hand corner and then dross when you go in.


On the plus side I bought two tops in Jane Norman. Never even ventured in there before. Yay :)
 
Maybe I will! If I do you guys will be the first to know! I was actually sick today. I wasn't that bad with food but as my husband pointed out the picking whilst cooking and richer foods didn't help and I felt so so awful after lunch. In the end I gave in and stopped trying to keep it down. Sorry for the TMI I just said to him that one thing I have learnt over the last two days is its just not worth it. It's not worth that awful tight feeling in my tummy and the reflux and the GUILT!! I never believed all that people said about how your stomach shrinks etc but it must do!! In years gone by Id have eaten all that AND more for tea. Plenty of green and mint tea for me tomorrow, a walk and some fresh air. Bleurgh I feel yuk!!!

Ooooh peppermint tea, I could just drink one :)
 
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