I'm back.
I went for a bit. Thanks for the messages xx
I can't do it alone. The membership lapsed...so did I. I have to go back and carry it on. It's what works for me. I'm going to suck up any gain and renew my online membership and get back on the SW horse/bike. If I'm not paying there is nothing to waste. Now there will be and I can ill afford to waste the money!!!